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NANDE! NANDE! NANDE!
wei shen me!
wei shen me!
wei shen me!
WHY? WHY? WHY?
OMG! OMG! OMG!
I'M DYING!
I'M DYING!
I'M DYING!
ARGH!!~
FAN SI REN LE.
ZHEN DE SHI FAN SI REN LE.

how come i jus cant seem to finish everything?
SO MANY TASKS.
TOO LITTLE TIME.
now it's dat damned cha guan.
RAHH~~
REALLY FEEL LIKE NOT GOING TO SCH TML SIA.
never felt so stressed out for studies before.
A LIL MEANINGLESS FOR SUCH A PATHETIC LIFE.

phew~
vented out some of my frustrations.
so hafta carry on with my cha guan for now.

WELCOME TO REALITY.
CARRY WITH LIFE.
NO MATTER HOW SUCKY IT MAY BE.

aHEARTFELTgratitude

minna-san~
hontoni ARIGATO-neh!!~
*bows 90 degree*

Thank you dede.
for treating me to Ajisen.
although u splashed some of ur TOM YAM soup onto me.
x)) also, for the nice useful prezzie.

Thank you ying jie.
for sacrificing ur tuition time to cele for me.
for the CAKE too. XDD

Thank you yilin.
for making the effort to celebrate for me.
dun worry too much abt our class.
it's good as it is now. =D

Thank you bei.
for ur effort to in making today's celebration a memorable one.
jus like you.
i'm glad to have you in TJ too. XD
life wouldnt be so easy w/o eu.

Thank you ming hui.
for the msg dat u sent me.
it really brightened up my day. hees. :D

Thank you choo.
although didnt really understood ur joke.
tot it would most probably be some kinda lame stuff.
budden. still glad dat eu sent ur wishes. =))

Thank you amy.
for being my friend for a really LONG time.
life would be so BORING w/o you in it. =D

Thank you Phy.
my dear fated friend. XD
glad that you appeared in my life. gees.

Thank you 402 guys.
although not really THAT close to u all.
budden was kinda touched when u all sang the song.

Thank you raymond.
for that LONG LONG msg that you sent.
hees. dun worry.
i wun worry myself too much with promos.
jus that de current me wld surely fail it. XD

Thank you jeremy.
for remembering my bdae. haha.
cant be sure if i rmbed urs. XD
shall check the calender now. haha.

Thank you yu han.
for the heart of wanting to celebrate for me.
deeply appreciate it.

Thank you papa & mummy.
for raising me up with love n care.
for being the BEST parents on the EARTH.

Thank you Gor n ur GF XD
[gor]would appreciate it even more if u didnt bully me dat MUCH.
[gf] happy that u wld always defend me. hees.
hope both of ya wld stay tgt foreva.

All in all.
thanks EVERYBODY.
no worries if i left ur name out.
it doesnt mean dat i 4got about u XD

ok now.
this shall be the LAST time of this year dat...
I'M EVER GNG TO WRITE SUCH MUSHY STUFF.
-__- cant really stand it myself.
haha. it jus doesnt suit me does it?
writing such rou ma things.
haha.

anyway, jus wanna reflect my feelings.
hees.
Takkire guys.

wad'sGONNAhappen?

konbawa minna-san~
Jos-san's here to RANT again.

so hmmm.
oh ya. GP project. -.-
it's so TROUBLESOME.

PW.
-____-
needless to say.
the WORST and most BO LIAO project ever.

PROMOS.
i HATE it.
but wad can i do?
hafta LOVE it and PASS it.
just to ensure that i can move on to JC 2.
n finally. OUTTA JC life. -.-

so wad else? hmmm.
it seems dat dere's no other things dat irritates me.
oh well. dat's good.

so. moving on.
tml have a gathering with de 402 ppl at red court.
bball again.
hais...
maybe i shd come to terms with it.
and maybe LIKE it?
since dat so many of my frens like it.
i'm not sure of the reason why thou.
kinda weird.oO
oh well. think most prob is cos i'm not an athletic person ba.
JUS LURVES IDLING IN MY HOME.
DOING NOTHING BUT DAYDREAMING/SLEEPING
not a bad ideal eh? hees.

*WAKES UP*
FACE reality gal.
it's an IMPOSSIBLE dream. -____-
kinda hard to SHATTER my own dream
but oh well.
trying hard to get used to it.

think they've smth up their sleeves tml.
if not yilin wun be so NAGGY to remind me TML MUST REACH BY 9
hais...

maybe a surprise?
maybe a prank?
maybe some touching moments?
maybe some irritating nonsense?
RAHH~
trying not to think too much.
i WUN BE AFFECTED BY ANYTHING

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!~
think i'm just going crazy.
ignore me.
i'll be fine a few moments later.

just some last comments.
YAMAPI is the most SHUAI n KAWAII guy!!
HAPPY (EARLY) BIRTHDAY TO ME~~

WUAKEKEKE.
takkaire guys.
try not to die during my bdae!! XDD jkjk. hees.

aHARDdecision

yea.
the person having a SUPER bad self-discipline.
is none other den jos-san. ME. -.-
cant stand myself sia.
gets tempted so easily.
RAHHH~
budden dat seems to be my nature.
cant change it sia.
so.. hais. jus live with it. hees.

although.
i know i'll be seriously dead for PROMOS if i dun study.
yea. i know.
it's different from pri n sec sch.
I KNOW!!
hais..
hafta bid gudbye to last min work lers.
wo zhen de hen she bu de eh.
LOL.
see?
i'm SLACKING RIGHT NOW.
YA. RIGHT NOW.
SPENDING THE TIME SUPPOSEDLY TO BE MEANT FOR STUDYING TO BLOG
ARGH!!~

maybe i hafta go see some psychiatrist
maybe dat'll help
maybe it's jus a waste of time
maybe....

-_______-
seriously wasting my time now.
hais...

somebody.
help.
CALL
ME
SCOLD
ME
ORDER
ME
TO
STUDY!!

hao ba.
shall psycho myself to start studying.
hope it'll work.
TEMPTATIONS! BEGONE!!
back to studies.
back to reality.
Takkaire guys.