iamLEGEND

heya. XD
happy bahs.
难得懒惰的我肯来post.
hees.

well well.
today went to watch I am Legend.
it was a GREAT GREAT show.
dat made me really really 紧张.
HAHAHAHA!!!
i always had a weak point against this type of shows.
those shows that has some soirt of mutated human.
-.-'' i call them ZOMBIES. HAHA.
they're really 恶心 can. -.-''
got one similiar show is SILENT HILL.
HAHAHA. some points are alike.
like those ZOMBIES only comes out at night.
so yea.
everytime the sun starts to set ar...
i will start to 缩起来 and cover my ears.

This show made me cry. again. HAHAHA.
it's like cast away oso. HAHA.
Will Smith living alone, with his dog, for 3 years.
everyday broadcasting thru the radio to look for other survivors.
it was really sad.
esp when the dog got bitten by a ZOMBIE DOG while trying to save him.
he tried to save it.
budden in de end the dog still started to mutate.
so yea.
he has to strangle his dog to death. ><''
tian ar.
dat scene was sad der can. -.-''
and later when he went to talk with the manequin.
he desparately WISHED that it would reply him
><'' tears jus kept flowing lor.
cld hear van sniffling too. XD

den ar.
super malu der.
cos i kept screaming during de show.
wonder why no one scream der lo.
it was so scary can. ><
ARGH. wanted to leave de cinema so BADLY when it jus started.
LOLOLOL!!
AND AND.
de ending wasnt as bad as i thought lar.
LOL. tot it was kind of appropriate ma. HAHAHAHA.
if not the whole story wont link to the title liaos.
XDDDD

oh ya. got WILL SMITH so sure got funny scenes der. LOL.
when he mimicked the conv in SHREK. LOL!!!
he LITERALLY MEMORISED IT!!
HAHAHAHA. laughed like mad dere. LOL.

today's outing was kind of short. LOL.
yea. short. cos was like.
only went dere for the movie.
den chat a while jiu hui jia ler.
HAHA. hao nan der orhs.
everytime go out with Jeremy sure very jiu der. LOL.

and oh ya!!
thanks to jeremy, sylvia and ray for ur prezzies. XD
i SURE will buy one for u all ders.
HAHA. so yea. jus wait bahs.
HEES.

Finally.
reached chap 7 of 雪山飞狐
and really. 胡斐 looks kind of... er-hm. UGLY. -.-''
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
还是最喜欢我的古龙了。with all his shuai ge-s. HAHAHA!!

determined to finish it by tonight.
so ya. HAHA. TAKKAIRE. XD

MERRY X'MAS

HOHOHO!!
Merry X'mas!! minna-san. XD

well.
rotting at home now thou.
hees.
celebrated yst.
at my gu ma's hse. HAHA.
dere had A LOT OF good food neh~
hees.
and i wonder why ppl like turkey so much.
it tasted weird to me. -.-''
LOL. and saw the Shanghai Shop my gu ma bought.
it looks VERY posh lo.
HAHAHAHAHHA.
budden it seems kinda weird that u eat chicken rice dere.
LOL. de 格调 seems to be guai guai der.
XD maybe cos shanghainese doesnt eat chicken rice as much as we do?
oh well. LOL. it just looks posh. XD

maybe gng to shanghai next year.
during march? HAHA.
fan zheng i MUST go jiu dui ler.
hees. go dere help out.
den shun bian go shopping. X33
HAHAHA!!!!! so fun. XD

ARGH.
struggling to finish 雪山飞狐.
although it's not as boring as the beginning ler.
budden. budden. ><'' it's still boring.
HAHAHAHA. suan ler.
many ppl's saying that first week is lecture timetable.
dunno i shd be happy or sad.
happy: cos dat means i still have one week to finish the hol hmwk.
sad: dere's gonna be lecture tests. and i'm so sure i FAILING it.
hais.. zhen shi de. ><''

haven been buying comics for such a long time ler.
hais.. cos no money lorhs.
regretted for wanting my allowance to be given monthly.
makes me SOOOO POOOOOR towards de end of the month. ><
RAHHHH~~~
i wan finish my samurai deeper kyo. T_T
sian lo. stopped at the climax. hais..
suan ler.
once jan starts.
i shall splurge a lil first. XDDDDDD

gng to watch so many movies for the coming week
dun even know where to get the money for dat.
HAAHHAHA. XD
oh well.
i'll somehow get it. hees.
i'm pro at finding such resources.
although dere's only one resource.
HAHAHAHA. which is my 可爱的妈妈.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!

hao bah hao bah.
this is jus a random post. hees.
Takkaire guys. XD
have a FANTASTIC CHRISTMAS!!

OVERshopped.

*yawn*
so tired today. ><><''
budden it was like so HARD to find one hao kan der in AMK hub.
after buying it arh.
realised dat it's so hard to match it with clothes lo.
zhen shi de.
one piece of cloth oso can be so MA FAN. ARGH.
in de end jus bought a normal outing tee to match.
tot i solved it la.
in de end realise no bottom to match with. AHHHHH!!!~~
烦死了!!

oh btw.
van bought a super nice shirt ehs. HAHAHAHA.
looks a lot more feminine. HAHAHA.
she looked really nice in dat shirt. LOLOL.
要有多一点自信！！ 你是漂亮的！！ HAHAHA.
went to THIS FASHION to help her find tights.
and oso. bottoms to pei my shirt. -.-''
in de end. tried like 4 skirts.
none of them looks RIGHT. HAIS...
den i GAVE UP. -..-
HAHAHAHA.
seeing all those clothes really made me sick sia. XD

AH! suddenly rmbed something VERY VERY IMPT.
dat is.
i have decided to call bei 大嫂 from now on.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. XDD
sounds very 亲切 rights? LOLOLOL.
so yea. 大嫂，以后要多多照顾我哦! MUAHAHAHA.

today met des in sch oso.
gave me, 大嫂, and van christmas gift ehs!!!
LOLOLOL!! so HAPPY. XD
really surprised at the gift she gave me. HEES.
YAMAPI poker cards eh!! TIAN AR.
all so SHUAI can. ARH!!!!
你故意弄我再度花痴的对吧. zhen shi de.
HAHAHAHAHHAA.
but anyways. REALLY.
THANKS A MILLION MILLION FOR THE GIFT. LOL. XD
and the card too. XDD
it was REALLY SWEET AND NICE.
hees. ARIGATOU NEHS~~ X33
爱死你了。XD the sweets were GREAT too. LOLOL.

and yea. bought boots today oso. HAHA.
40 bucks.
but it was nice. XD made des 心痒痒 oso wanna buy one. LOL.
went to LJS to eat.
den was like. dunno why.
started to laugh like mad liddat.
think cos we were chatting abt yu han bahs. HAHA.
anw. was jus PLAIN 丢脸 dere. HAHA.
think a lot of ppl were looking at us lo. HAHA.
zhen shi de. made me laugh until my stomache muscle cramp la.
OH YA! i rmb ler.
des said smth like "笑多一点，等一下可能可以笑出个six pack".
yea, dat was the one sentence dat made everyone cannot stop.
-..-'' HAHAHAHA.

looking forward to the treat on the 27th.
i shall be nice on dat day.
so yea. 大嫂 no need worry abt his wallet.
i'll make sure dat it doesnt 破很大的洞.
HAHAHAHAHA.
want to watch warlords on dat day oso.
after listening to des talking abt it.
seems to be a really nice show. HAHAHAHA.
期待着... XD

Hao bahs.
Takkaire. XD

BLESSED.

hey heys.
for not wanting to disappoint Des,
who apparently LOVES to read my blog,
i shall post today. HAHAHAHAHA.

hmmmm.
ok. i overslept today.
was supposed to wake up at 8 and meet bei van n yl for bball at 9.
in de end.....
the alarm went off at 7.30.
and of cos. i turned it off. XD
and soo....
I WOKE UP LATE!! X33
被吵醒 by bei's call at 9.15.
i was like.. "HELLOOOO.......~~" in a very sleepy voice.
den she BURST into laughter. -.-
"AHAHAHAHAHAHA. 她还在睡觉 eh!!!" ><''
zhen shi de. RAHHHH~~
ppl tired ma. HAHAHAHAHA.

it rained. so yea.
van so kinda sad dat we cant play bball.
went to mac to eat breakfast instead.
ordeed my usual BIG BREAKFAST.
budden today 有点突破.
i ate the egg and the meat patty with the BREAD ok.
THE BREAD!!! BREAD!!! XDDDD
so 自豪 sia. LOLOLOLOLOL.

Really sorry to yilin hors.
cant meet u up today. ><'' psps.
cos my mom wanted to go Joo Chiat 拜拜.
so yea. i had to follow.
anw.
went to amk hub after dat. HAHAHA.
故意 ask them to bring me dere ders.
so i can go shopping without me paying. HAHAHAHA.
see i so clever. MUST LEARN OK? LOLOL.

oh ya. i was like trying on this set of clothes.
dat the sales girl was helping me to 搭配.
den i found it kinda nice.
KINDA NICE U KNOW.
den i wanted to buy ders.
budden my mom keep saying it looks weird and funny. -.-''
zhen shi de.
is it the clothes problem OR my problem huh?
she keep insisting it's funny.
den sure will kena laughed at by my bro.
RAHHHHH~~~
讨人厌 sia. ><''

fan zheng i'm going back to amk hub to shop this sat with my mom again.
MUST BUY SOME NEW 美美 de clothes. HAHAHAHAHA.

gng to buy boots tml. MUST BUY!!!
RAHHHH~
shall go shopping with bei tml in bedok.
after the welfare board thinggy.
hees. shall go 看看 den maybe wait for my mom to come and BUY.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

hao bahs.
think this should be enough.
hees. and oh ya.
sorry for yst's post.
got a lil too ji dong lers. HEES.
i'm VERY VERY VERY good and fine now. HAHAHAHA.

Takkaire den. XD
MAYBE i shall go TOUCH on SOME homework. X33

it'sGREAT

jus a random post.
it just FEELS so NICE.
to reach home at 9+ and to eat 泡面 while chatting.

DESTINEDtobe..

heya.
it's been arnd 5 days since i last blogged.
HAHAHAHA. was seriously tired.
so yea. took 5 days to recover. LOL.

well well.
i wanted this post to be LONG for some reasons.
budden when i was bathing.
i realised dat maybe keeping it short would make it more impactful.
so ok. i'll TRY to keep it short.
provided dat i'm able to keep my cool.
HEES. so ok. now it goes.

中心思想：Staggis in other words, 射手座 are SOOOOO 重色轻友.
are they SUPPOSED to be? ARGH. zhen shi shou bu liao.
i tot only taurus had the right to. ><''
HAIS..
jus thinking abt it makes me feel so SAD. T_T
hafta learn to take it in my stride when i get ps-ed.
so yea.
from now on. my bag shall always contain a book and my mp3.
so i wont think too much when i get ps-ed.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
now only 剩下 van to pei me lers.
she's the only one dat will not ps me bahs.
right? vanessa? HAHAHA.
ppl now 正恋爱得火热 so must understand...
HAHA. we shall NOT disturb them whenever UNECCESSARY.
i will 体谅 all those pang seh-ing ders. LOLOLOL.
if i am able to.

ok now. shall move on to some serious stuff.
i cant believe that the 彻底 de pang seh-ing can be scrapped off with jus.
"it's an accident" -.-''
now dat seriously kind off pissed me off.
i really was jus teasing until that part came.
it really. was. jus. ARGH. ><
so yea. I'LL NEVER EVER FORGET ABT IT.

For a real short moment,
i felt really ABANDONED. ok. it was seriously only for a short moment
i jus HATED last minute pang-sehings.
so if u could.
try to avoid dat.
dere must at least be a few hours beforehand.
not at the very last minute
dat leaves me nothing to do but to go home alone.
the 滋味 isnt very nice. seriously.

HEES. hao lers.
so it appeared dat this post wasnt as short i as wanted it to.
LOLOLOL. no choice.
i'm a 罗嗦 person in de first place.
so yea.
i still wish for the best for the both of u.
jus HOPING that such incidences wont ever happen again.
HAHAHA.

Takkaire guys. XD

CONFIDENCE? allLOST

hey heys. XD
it seems dat i haven been posting for quite some time.
hees. well.
people gets lazy. HAHAHAHA.

ok now.
tml's cosplay.
and i'm like 100% sure that tml's gonna be de MOST malu day of my life.
-.-'' tian ar. really.
our performance was... hmmm. how to say?
will "HOPELESS" be the word?
well. of cos everyone put effort in it.
but we jus lack the time u see.
so er.. yea. not really OUR fault that it turns out this way.
HEES. ok now.

my costume's finished for hmmm.
one third? oh well.
at least i got the MOST ma fan part done.
so yea.
i SHOULD be able to finish it by sat.
hees. PRAY HARD HARD. ><''

so broke now. T_T
realised dat i really didnt have any TALENT in controlling my money.
well.
it's like like a broken tap.
money jus keeps flowing and flowing.
till dere's no more water left to survive. -.-''
feel so sian-ed now.
yuan lai no money is so TONG KU ders. ><''

feel so tired.
*yawn* ><
but i;m so HUNGRY.
RAHH~~
feel like cooking noodles to eat ehs.
AMY tempted me earlier this evening.
but i jian chi dun wan eat.
HAHAHAHAHA. and now i regretted it. -.-''
suan lers.
SLEEPING's de best way to cure STARVATION.
LOLOLOLOLOL.

so yea. XD
niites. hees.
Takkaire.

uncontrollable URGE.

ok.
i'm sorry.
but i jus cant seem to be able to contain the urge within me to post again.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
and i bet that u all know wad i'm gonna post abt.
it's kinda obvious. HAHA.
but rest assured. this post's gonna be short.

i realised suddenly.
halfway daydreaming abt the Twilight series again.



Twilight was about FINDING true love
.
.
.
New Moon was about LOSING true love
.
.
.
.
Eclipse was about CHOOSING true love
.
.
.
.
.
and now. i wonder. wad will Breaking Dawn be about.

an ADDICTION

ARGH!!!
TIAN AR!!!
why?
why did i finish New Moon so fast?
Grrrr.......
regretting it. ><

New Moon was thicker den Twilight.
but i still finished it within a week.
i really wanted to enjoy it more. ><'''

This time,
the plot got me creeped out and nervous TWICE.
the first time was when i was reading it b4 i went to sleep.
and seriously.
it was kind of a wrong thing to do.
cos....
i somehow reached the first climax of the story...
JUST before i decided that i was getting sleepy.
i was so reluctant to switch off the light.
fearing that there's something wicked lurking in the darkness of my bedroom.
as usual.
i wased music to get me into sleeping mode.
trying hard not to think abt the story.

but of cos.
i still wanted Edward Cullen to appear in my dreams.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
New Moon was GREAT.
had hmmm. arnd 2 and a half climax? LOLOLOL.
it's just GREAT.
sometimes i feel so happy that Stephenie Meyer existed in this world.
that she had a dream about vampires.
and decided to write a story for dat.
I'm even more grateful for the fact that the story she imagined HAD to be long.
so it became a series.
to feed my addiction for it. XDD

i'm definitely gng to find time this week.
to buy the next sequel for Twilight.
Eclipse. LOLOLOLOLOL.
and much to my surprise.
There's a FOURTH book for the series!!!!
AHHHHH~~ i'm so darn ELATED to come across it while surfing the net for Eclipse.

budden that's not all.
A MOVIE is coming out for TWILIGHT.
tian ar.
i must go watch it.
although the actor that's gonna take the role of Edward Cullen didnt really fit into MY description Edward Cullen. He's not as SHUAI as "him" in any sense. -.-
LOLOLOLOLOL. nvm dat.
i'm jus as excited abt it. LOL. XD

not only that, not only that.
i also found out that...
Stephenie Meyer's gonna work on Midnight Sun after all the other stuffs on her hand.
and guess wad.
Midnight Sun's another version of Twilight. exactly the same story.
so now, why am i so excited abt it?
COS IT'S GONNA BE WRITTEN FROM EDWARD'S POINT OF VIEW!!!!
TIAN AR!!! everything's too good to be true. XDDDDDD
That's a MUST-GET on my wishlist now.
LOLOLOLOLOL.

suddenly i'm thinking.
maybe someone can get me Eclipse for my Christmas?
den i crossed it out immediately.
cos i;m sure that i'm not ABLE to LAST that long. ><
I'M SO DARN ADDICTED TO THE SERIES.
HOPING THAT IT WOULD NEVER END.
wad a foolish wish i had dere. ><

i can. MAYBE.

hees.
went shopping today.
HAHAHAHA.
didnt really buy much larhs.
budden at least got wad i wanted. LOL.

went to bugis street lorhs.
went to buy school bag with bei.
LOLOLOLOL.
although we jus bought ours when the year started.
HAHAHA.
went to buy 背 de.
WHITE again.
oh gosh. everything jus seems to be nicer in white.
HAHAHAHA.
bei bought back the tote[?] bag.
METALLIC green wor.
HAHAHA.
a daring colour.
budden it looks nice thou. hees.
matches the school u. LOL.

went to kino.
to look for NEW MOON.
found it.
budden it was hmmm.
like in a set. with twilight and eclipse.
hardcover der wors. NICE. HAHAHA.
budden the price was nicer. 99 bucks ehs.
tian arh. so. confirm not buying it. LOLOL.
i got twilight anyway. XD

budden i was determined not to give up lorhs.
HAFTA buy my new moon today. haha.
so. went to pop@central. LOLOL.
it's a BIG BIG popular. LOL. with hmmm. 5 storeys? LOL.
dat's BIG u know. XD
didnt like the service at the 2nd storey.
the AUNTY dere looked so fierce der la.
ask me to go 4th storey to ask.
went to 4th storey.
then they told me to go 2nd storey.
-.-''' playing with me sia. RAHHHH~~
HAHAHAHA. budden at least i got the book in de end.
hees. sadly. Eclipse was outta stock.
budden nvm. i shall finish new moon first. hees.

so excited over the book neh~
flipped to the last page and saw Edward's name again. XDDDDD
kya!!!!~ so happy ehs. XDDD
they were still tgt afterall. XD hees.

went to yilin hse to "help" her with her work.
ok. i did NOTHING. ><'''
LOL. jus went for to distract them T_T
haha. budden it was fun seeing yilin again. HEES.
jia you with ur exam wor X33

maybe gng to start reading New Moon lers.
takkaire. XD

omg. TWILIGHT.

ahhhh!!!~
tian arh.
so obsessed with twilight now. LOL
a storybook a bought a long with jue dai shuang jiao.
hees.

it's about a human girl that fell so deeply in love with a vampire.
and oh gosh.
dat vampire is so darn HANDSOME. argh~~
never underestimate the power of words. LOLOL.
it can let u fantasize till crazy. ><"

anw. dat EDWARD CULLEN is the 帅哥 vampire.
HURHURHURHUR.
how come all the 帅哥s are all called EDWARD?
MUAHAHAH.
like EDWARD ELRIC for example.
XDDDDD
the storyline is so nice!!
made me laugh, made me cry and made me nervous.
i got really nervous lorhs. LOL. as the climax comes.

WUAKAKAKAKA.
there's a sequel to it.
i'm so darn SURE that i'm gonna buy it.
HAHAHAHA.
it's called NEW MOON.
i'm sure it's gonna be nice again. X333
cant wait to see my EDWARD CULLEN again. XDDDD

finally.
signed up for the basic spanish course lers.
costed me 288.90 bucks.
hmmm. a reasonable price? i'm not sure.
budden at least i know it shd be up to standard. the stuffs they teach.
HAHA.
the lessons are only starting in Feb 29 next year.
on a fri. HAHA. so we can sleep in on sat. XD
think i would be enjoying it. hees.

ARGH.

now i'm fretting over where to buy NEW MOON.
hees. maybe gng off to popular.
budden i didnt see it last time i bought TWILIGHT.
hmmms. so maybe KINO?
ARGH. budden no discount card in KINO. ><
suan lers.
i'll buy it NO MATTER WAD.
WUAKAKAKAKA.

Takkaire guys.
gonna scout for the book lers.
HAHA.
and yea.
rush my costume out. hees.

did'ya MISS me?

WUAKAKAKAKA.
finally back to post.
hees.
actually cld have posted some time earlier ders.
jus dat i got a lil lazy.
HAHAHAHAH.

well well.
everything's fine now.
back to my slacking days.
LOL. although i shd be doing hw and studying for tests.
ARGH. who cares.
i'm gonna die.
LOLOLOLOL.

started on this.
monthly allowance thing with my mom.
well. so it jus means that...
i'll be getting my allowance through nets.
LOLOLOLOL.
at least i got back my card. -.-
HAHAHA.
dunno if i can survive with 200 bucks a month ma.
LOLOLOL.
may overspend without me knowing. =.="
HAHAHA. well.
i'll see how it goes. HAHA.

well. cos of yst's sudden topic on ouran high.
and the sudden comment from boon wei that kyouya is GAY
*WHICH I AM ABSOULUTELY AGAINST OF*
i went to read ouran online.
cos he said that his friend spoiled him with reading it off online.
and now.
i affirm.
KYOUYA'S NOT GAY. *hurray!!! rejoice!!*
LOLOLOLOL. so boon wei.
u've been HAD by ur friend. HUR HUR HUR.

budden as i read arh.
it really got sad ehs. the story.
although it still inserts some lame jokes somewhere.
budden ARGH.
i cried. ><"
on the arc of the Hitachiin twins. T_T
it got really sad. BOOS. -.-
den it was followed by Tamaki and his mother arc.
RAHHHHH~~~

think Ouran's coming to an end lers.
cos haruhi's showing some signs of falling in love with Tamaki.
AHHHHHH!!!~~~~~
i wan her with HIKARU >< or KAORU.

sadly.
after i read that super nice manga online.
i received a super 讨人厌 email from bei. which was a forwarded msg from ms tay.
well. how to say?
TEACHERS ARE HYPOCRITICAL CREATURES.
ok. that was a lil harsh.
but i really feel it that way.
since they object the idea. den jus tell us straight in de face!!!!
wad's up with telling us. "oh it's nice. ok. i'll discus it with the HOD blah blah.."
then. sends us a mail telling that.
"oh. we feel that it's inappropriate and stuff... blah blah blah.."
=.="

suan ler. we'll jus do it THEIR way.
so next time. i'll not offer an suggestions liaos.
since afterall. it's still the TEACHERS deciding.
wad's up with student initiative -.-
a pack of CRAP. RAHHHHH~~~~
气死我了。

BLEAH.
gng to prepare to go out lers.
gng to cityhall with yj later.
for the Spanish course. hees.
Takkaire guys. XD

Hard. not to cry.

all of a sudden.
i'm booked for the whole week.
for something i didnt really expect.

my uncle jus passed away.
he was only 40 this year.
the exact reason for his death.
was unexpected.

he was always the nonsensical one among all the relatives.
always cracking lame jokes.
all of a sudden.
he leaves. just like that.
i didnt even get to see him before he went away.
it's been 3 months since i last saw him.
i really didnt want our first meeting after suuch a long time.
to be the last meeting.

he was a really nice uncle.
he was still so young.
he jus had a 6 mth old baby girl.
and a 16 year old son that really need him.
his 14 year old daughter still needs his love.
how can he jus leave liddat?

i tot i would cry.
cos when i heard de news.
i was. totally. stunned.
didnt know how to react.

still unable to accept the fact that he left.
tot he would still come laughing and talking while walking to the living room.
tot that he's outside golf-ing with my dad and other uncles.

even after i see his body.
i jus really wished that this was all a terrible dream.
a dream that i would eventually wake up from.

oh well.
suan lers.
the dead cant be revived.
i know it.
and i'll try to accept it.
i try to smile while sending him off.

and oh ya.
really psps hors.
bei ws and jeremy.
last min cannot go for the movie trip with u all.
i really wanted to watch HERO with u all.

i'm oso really sorry towards boon wei ray n syl.
cos i cant go for the mon training.
know that it'll somehow cause some inconvenience.
gomen-neh. ><

hao bahs.
hafta go down again lers.
the next post may not be soon.

Takkaire guys.
smile more and cherish the fact that u're living. XD

TIRED. hurting.

konbawa.
i'm so tired. so hungry. T_T
waiting for my wanton to be cooked. XD
ARGH. HUNGRY!!!
painful oso. ><
my right knee is like.
a huge patch of 黑青 T_T
hais... LOLOLOL.

today's training was LONG.
from 9 to ehhs. 5.
LOLOLOL.
finally mastered the both hands ferris wheel.
WHOOO~ haha.
jeremy came to help out.
HAHA.
budden he was kinda sian-ed.
hees. ps wor~ make u so wu liao. ><

luckily.
tml no more training lers!!~
HAHAHAHAHA XDDD
so happy sia. can rest a while more. X33

celebrating sylvia's bdae tml.
with bei and lapkan.
singing K again! LOLOL
seems to be the most frequent place outing this year.
HAHA.
but i love the lunch dere. XD it's nice. MUAHAHA.

fri got practise again. budden until 1 nia. XDD
after that is the LONG-AWAITED mahjong session.
HEES. so excited over it sia. XD
finally can see jie again. XD

sat's going for esther's church event. hees.
well. so looking forward to see her again. XDD
she's GONNA DANCE OSO!!!
haha. must go wor. HEES.
lets make it an outing. XD

sun's another outing day. HAHA.
gng out to watch HERO with bei and jeremy.
oh man. hope my money would be enough. ><

I WANNA WATCH ENCHANTED!!!
anyone to jio me go watch? HAHAHA.
the show looks funny. HAHA.
at least the trailer. LOL.

oh yea!!
my food's READY. MUAHAHA.
dun get too 羡慕 wor. XD
hao ba. wanna go enjoy my meal lers.
hees.
and 顺便擦跌打酒 again. ><

Takkaire wor. XD

ARGH. enjoybutpainful.

hiies. XD minna-san.
had another fancy drill training today.
it was hmmm. fun. XD
budden...
my leg muscles were hurting like siao. ><
the aftermath of yst's training.
and also, the consequence of not excercising. HAHAHA.
it was really 酸痛. the 2nd worst i ever had.
RAHHHH~
害到我today walk like penguin lorhs.
zhen shi de. cant even walk properly. LOL.

took 87 to bedok.
so sat on de bus for arnd 1 hr.
den i cldnt stand up. HAHAHA.
forced myself to stand up.
and the pain was 恐怖.
ever since dat, i stood whenever i can.
尽量 dun sit down. HAHAHA.
cos sitting down is a torture.
and standing up after dat was even WORSE. LOL.

finally. learnt double ferris.
hees. was like. SUDDENLY i know. HAHA.
kinda weird. hees.
budden now hafta practise it using left hand. =.=
didnt knee down today at all.
i cant even go halfway down. HAHAHA.
jus stopped after bending a lil. den stood up liaos. LOL.

tml's gonna be a full day training. from 9 to dunno wad time.
hais.. hope the pain will go off by tml. ><
going to 擦跌打酒 like mad today. X33
my right hand got blueblack lers.
sadded. it's painful der los.
doing the left-handed ferris wheel.
den the rod jus "PIAK" onto the palm.
and de bony der jiu 黑青 liaos.
hais... PAIN PAIN PAIN~~ LOL.
sylvia oso got one. XDDD HAHAHAHAHA.

budden it was fun afterall. XD
hope the effects look nice. ><
if not jiu 白练 lers.
HAHAHA.

gonna ask my mom help me 擦跌打酒 lers.
hees.
Takkiare. XD

ACHING. body and heart.

my whole body's aching.
erm. ok. not WHOLE body.
but mainly the legs.
RAHHHHS.. all cos of the cosplay performance.
so sian diao.
learning fancy drill now.
tot it would be easy lorhs.
hais..

my knee's scrapped.
it hurts lo.
budden not as bad as sylvia's, which was bleeding.
so jia lat lo. hais...
think i produced a lota 噪音 today.
keep dropping the rod.
RAHHHS~ dun think can ever perfect dat ferris wheel thingy.
it's jus so darn difficult. =.=

today.
my 亲爱 de handphone pouch SPOILED again.
ARGH... i last time 好不容易 revived it lo.
now certified dead liaos. HAHAHA.
cos the whole stretch of zip is like.
almost being ripped out by me. -.- HAHAHA.
i was trying to 拯救它 budden too bad. it cldnt survive my handling. LOLOLOL. XD

i shall go buy another one tml.
HEES.
ARGH!!!~ tml got traning for it again.
hais...
i wanted to practise at home der lorhs.
in de end i cldnt really rmb wad i learnt.
HAHAHA. so 放弃！LOLOLOLOL.
tml den refresh memory again. HEES.

read finish SDK book 30 liaos.
so fast lo.
tot i cld like read it over the week.
seems impossible. HAHAHA.
ADDICTED. sian. -.-

thinking of changing my blogskin again.
HAIS... so boring nowadays.
dun have de mood to do hw oso. -.-
SLACKING!!~ my best hobby of all time. XD

shall go finish my 绝代双骄 book 2. XDD
Takkire. X33

nothingtoWATCHnow

hey heys!!
sure got miss me ba. HAHAHA
lao shi shuo. i'm kinda lazy to blog. HAHA
budden since nothing to do.
so come post a while. hees

watched finish shui yue feng yun lers.
this show IS NICE DER lo.
once again.
LIN FENG IS SHUAI DER.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
nice story plot too. XD
liu song ren, deng cui wen and miao qiao wei is all shi li pai yan yuan
HAHA. all so pro der lorhs

watched finish huan huan ai oso lers.
HAHAHA. hmmm.
dunno ehs. maybe cos of shui yue feng yun ba.
think that this show is ok only.
dun really have much climax
budden one thing for sure.
this show is super tian mi der.
HAHAHA.
initially felt that he jun xiang this time more shuai
cos when he smile arh. REALLY cute nehs~ HAHA
budden in de end still find wang chuan yi more handsome. hees

well well.
des's now in beijing.
sure leng si ta. HAHA.
me n bei went to send her off at airport.
so WOKE UP AT 5 in de morning lorhs. HAHA
gan dong ba. XDDD slept at 1am ehs. HAHA
den suddenly realise i now cannot tahan 4 hrs of sleep only lers.
HAHA. dunno shi hao or huai lo.

den arh. me n bei tgt sure stupid stuffs happen again
we were like. LOST in airport. LOLOLOL
took 27 to airport.
den alighted.
den walked in the wrong direction and side. -.-
when we like. the day before dat jus walked from the entrance to the bus stop.
hais... tian arh. it's kinda xie men. HAHAHA
finally. went to the right entrance.
took the lift.
den found ourselves in a NO PASSENGERS AIRPORT. -.-
only workers.
ARGH. we landed ourselves in TERMINAL 3.
den..... couldnt find our way out to T2.
in de end asked a cleaner.
SIAN SIA.
it was so malu can. LOLOLOLOL.
finally. we got to T2!!! saw lotsa lotsa people. HAHA.
den i was relieved. LOLOLOL. finally got to our destination sia.
hees. saw des off successfully.
and had our MAC breakfast!! hees.

oh lastly.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! YILIN. HEES.
hao la. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY. hees.
stay happy and chio always wor~ hees.
my ke ai de lao gong. XDD
must treat me better arhs XD

hao ba.
gtg sleep lers.
hees. my eye's tired of the crying for huan huan ai's last ep. XD
niites. =D

REGRETTED.

regretting.
regretted.

ARGH.
the worse mistake of my life.
going out with my mom today.
OMG OMG OMG.
can i turn back the time?
T_T

argh.
hypnosis doesnt work.
WHY WHY????
why doesnt it work?
die die.
trying to hypnotise myself.
but it jus wont work.
sian diao.

dun think i'll be able to have a nice sleep tonight.
I'M SO SURE TO HAVE A NIGHTMARE.
thinking of ways to solve it.
but none seems to be feasible.
ARGH. so troubled.
*cries*

AHHHHHHHH~~~~~
i'm going crazy.

ok. chen wo hai qing xing.

To Jeremy: Happy Birthday wor~~ HEES. officially 17 liaos. HAHAHA. stay cheerful always. XD

To Des: hey heys. sorry for that comment in the tagging test. was jus trying to joke. dun take it too serious kayys? ARGH. treat you to soya bean some time. or Coke oso can. XD hees. dun feel insulted wor~~ >< Shall sing u GOMEN NE juliet sometime. X3

okok. now back to being crazy.
ARGH. cant believe i so ai mei sia.
sian diao.
SUAN LER.
I SHALL FACE ALL THE CONSEQUENCES.
MUAHAHA.
tan he rong yi. -.-

let me jus hide in one corner to zhong mo gu. or draw circles. wadever.

*tsk tsk. how was the date? HEES. u know who i'm talking abt. XDDD

Takkaire anyway. HEES. niites.

DRUNK.

weeeee~
today. met up with bei in de morn.
hais...
dunno wad's happening to me sia.
consecutive 3 DAYS zhun zhun 4.30am will wake up ders.
RAHH~~
of cos i will continue sleeping. HAHAHAHA.

drank Breezer at arnd 12.
den drank HOOCH at arnd 3.
HEES.
I'M NOT DRUNK OKAYS.
budden arh.
hmmmmm.. felt like vomiting while going to Heartland mall.
hais.. mao leng han oso lorhs.
maybe cos of the alcohol?
HAHAHAHAHA.
went home SLEEP until so shuang sia. HEES.

NOW AT AMY'S house.
HEES.
doing nothing lorhs.
drinking hmmm. pomegranate[?]
hahaha. tastes a lil weird. LOLOLOLOL.

so excited sia. XD tml gng to Des's hse to do my costume.
HAHAHAHA. wonder how my costume will turn out. HEES.
ARGH ARGH.
so sian now.
nothing to blog. -.-
LALALALALALA~~~
rushing AMY to finish reading Samurai Deeper Kyo.
HAHAHA.
我好闷哦.
好闷好闷好闷.
RAHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

suan lers.
dunno wad to write liaos.
TAKKAIRE.

LOVEproblems. fashion.

HAHAHAHA.
by the SINCERE request of my LOVER, bei.
i'm here to post. hees.
and coincidentaly. this is my 111th post.
hees.

hao de.
nothing much to post la. actually.
so main thing is yst's clique outing lorhs.
HAHAHAHA.
hmmmm...
i think i was kinda sian diao initially.
dun really know the reason why.
maybe i was tired? HMMMMMM. i dun think so.
think it's cos of the LONG LONG bus ride ba.
so LONELY lorhs. no one to pei me.
den i sit until i yao suan bei tong der.
hais... so ke lian. POOR ME. T_T

main highlight: BBQ steamboat at marina bay yst.
hees. the food was. hmmm. ok only.
think it was cos of the atmosphere dat made it nice.
well well.
yu han didnt really eat anything.
SERIOUSLY. i never saw him eating much.
hmmmmm. REALLY abnormal for a guy.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

played truth or dare.
in fact it was more like truth or truth initially.
den ppl got bored.
and changed to dare or dare. HAHAHAHA
well. i was hmm kinda lucky?
well only initially. HEES, tio twice later. hais.. sadded.
bei was like. hmmmm.
didnt tio any.
budden de dares seems to like always include her. HAHAHA.

ray was kinda ke lian yst.
well. it started cos of SOMEONE lorhs.
YES! it's YOU! HAHAHAHA.
well well.
if u dun wish to say it den dun.
cos when u relent.
and start to give ppl hints.
they'll bother u even more. HAHAHAHA.
so yea. LOLOL. dun be soft hearted next time. =D

well well.
bei's NO FRINGE photo seemed to have caused quite a huge commotion yst.
LOLOLOLOL. well.
COS U KEPT INSITING THAT PPL CANT SEE.
so PPL YUE YAO KAN. haha.
wise up gal!!!
my lover cant be so er-hm. SLOW der.

love problems seems to be like.
ARGH. floating everywhere in the air.
ESP in the class now.
yea yea. like a FASHION right now.
and our star.. ta-da.
is my LOVER!! T_T
jing zhen li so qiang sia.
I WILL NOT LOSE!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
well well. bei's now the ban hua. HAHAHA.
well. dang zhi wu kui la.
HEES. REALLY COMPETITIVE wor~
BUT I WILL WIN. WUAKAKAKAKAKAKA.

so yea.
i probably the most mei zi ge to say anything la.
budden... argh.
anyways. jia you ba~ HEES.
if love was so easy.
it wld not have been used as a theme for so many korean shows liaos.
HAHAHAHAHA.
NO LINK. -.-

ok anyway.
jus cheer up guys!!~
hees.
Takkaire. X33

ok. theTAGGINGtest.

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

1. MONEY? as in. CASH. HAHAHAHAHA. i'm so xian shi.
2. marry one rich guy. that loves me too. X333 somehow links to the first wish. XD
3. eh-to. my mom will never throw my xiao pillow away? LOLOL. i really wish for it.
4. MY BROTHER WILL DOTE ON ME MORE. oh man. prays prays.
5. ARGH. birthday presents almost EVERYDAY? HAHA. all my wishes so fu qian der. XD

Answer the following questions:

1. The person/people who tagged you is/are?

(i) Bei
(ii) Wei Siong
(iii) Boon Wei
(iv) Jeremy

2. Your relationship with him/her is… she’s my…

(i) my sec n JC fren. ehh.. lover? HAHAHA
(ii) my lover's son. hmmm. so that makes him kind of like my son oso? X_X omg.
(iii) MAGIC club president. fren oso. XDD
(iv) JC fren. XD Manga lover too.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you…

(i) hmmm. to bear me a son? LOLOLOL. oh man. i'm gonna get killed. I CANT RMB!!! T_T
(ii) is it me? or is it him? HMMMM. cos dere seems to be nothing that he did for me.
(iii) shd be the balloon flower ba. hees. although it was kind of leh jeh. HEES.
(iv) buying two books of Samurai Deeper Kyo for me. XD thanks.

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you…

(i) I LOVE U!!!
(ii) btw did i suan u?? how come no memory of it?? i mean seriously...
(iii) i dun think dere is any. HEES. so PAISEH.
(iv) Chat leh.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she will…

(i) she's already mine. X33 ask me if i miss her more often? LOLOL.
(ii) hmmm. be too shy to even hold my hand. XDDD
(iii) nag at me more often? HAHAHA. didnt mean anything evil. XD
(iv) be traumatised by the fact of it.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be…

(i) BE MORE DARING TO SHOW UR LOVE TO ME!!!!! X33333
(ii) come on! have more courage!! hees. dun get SHY so easily.
(iii) reduce on the nagging parts? be more decisive. =D
(iv) recover from the trauma quickly

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will…

(i) win her back to be my lover. XD with my love of cos.
(ii) jus leave him be.
(iii) boycott MAGIC. MUAHAHAHAHA.
(iv) tell him that he's fan.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be…

(i) i bao er nai. LOLOLOL.
(ii) cos i kept teasing him abt him being shy easily? HAHA
(iii) cos i stole the CLUB FUND.
(iv) cos i dao-ed him twice

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is…

(i) celebrate her bdae. XD
(ii) help him to be freed of his problems
(iii) help him make the EOY a success
(iv) help him gao qing chu wad exactly he wants

11. Your overall impression of him/her is…

(i) BLUR. GREAT in studies. pretty. stubborn. reliable
(ii) SMART. devoted. sometimes you dian... zi zhao ma fan.
(iii) xi xin. sensitive. leader-ly. sometimes... hmm. complains much. XD
(iv) friendly. xi xin. sociable.

12. How you think people around you feel about you?

fu qian. hua chi. joker. slacker. cute. XDDDD

13. The character that you love of yourself are…

i being optimistic. des say that's cos i didnt go through any da feng da lang. so can stay liddat. budden i like it. XD being simple in thinking. wont kill too much of my brain cells. so can live longer. MUAHAHAHA.

14. On the contrary, the character that you hate of yourself are…

being too hmmm. GREEDY. hees, cos that's wad always make my pockets full of HOLES. hais.. so ke lian der lorhs.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is…

YAMAPI. cos he's SHUAI and TI TIE!!! MUAHAHAHAHA. dat's for being most IDEAL. hees. jus a dream larh. A DREAM.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them…

I LOVE U GUYS TOO. XDDD but dun miss me too much kays? HAHAHAHA.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you…

1. Dede
2. Desireen
3. Vanessa
4. Ying Jie
5. Yilin
6. Raymond
7. Choo Min
8. Amy
9. Khia Peng
10. Lapkan

Who is No.6 having relationship with?

Hmmmm. i think he's songle right now.

Is No.9 a male or female?

Female.

If No.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

LOLOLOLOL. they dunno each other. BUT. it'll be FUN to see them together. XDDD both oso kinda hmmm. hand legs cant coordinate. HAHAHA

How about No.8 and 5?

eh. they're both females. and dunno each other. HEES.

What is No.2 studying about?

studying? Physics. Chem. CLL. Maths. GP. ART in de future? budden for now shd be half naked guys, shuai ges and comics ba. HAHAHAHAHA.

When was the last time you had a chat with No.3?

Yesterday. After our PW. hees.

What kind of music band does No.8 like?

MI LU BING. likes a range of music la. budden certainly not classical songs. XD

Does No.1 have any siblings ?

Yea. she has a JIE JIE. currently studying abroad.

How about No.7 ?

Yea. JIE JIE oso. hees.

Is No.4 single?

HAHAHAHA. YEA. she's single. MUAHAHAHA.

What is the surname of no.5?

HORSE. HAHAH [MA] hees.

What is the nickname of no.10?

hmmm. i dun think he has any.

What is the hobby of no.4?

reading comics. watching tv. going for MINDS. chatting on the phone. going for K.

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?

They dunno each other. but i think they SHD get along with each other well.

Where is no.2 studying at?

Temasek Junior College. maybe going off to hmm Laciell[?] next year.

Talk something casually about no.1?

MUACKSS!! hees. a really fun and fashionable girl. HAHAHA.

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?

HOHOHOHOHO. my mom says we're lesbians. so maybe developing towards THAT direction. HEES.




AHHHHH. FINALLY!!! omg. HAHAHA. DONE DONE!!!

bleahBLEAHandbleah

yo! minna san~
feeling well? hees.
today went to niu xhe shui.
hees. with MAGIC club ppl. MUAHAHA
it seems that only me n des managed to finish buying the stuffs we needed.
so EXCITED now sia.
den when i told my mom i'm doing a costume for myself.
she gave those kinda "sian diao" look. -.-
zhen shi de. LOL.

song han's gng to withdraw from the cosplay.
kinda sad lorhs. HAHAHAHA. wanna see him cosplaying as Horo Horo.
hees. think he's too shy?
HAHAHA.

went for movie with des and jeremy.
watched Star Dust.
GREAT movie. X33
kinda.. hmmm. touching? LOL. more of funny larhs.
always so anti climax.
HAHA. nice to watch thou. hees.

went to mac for dinner.
chatted lotsa stuff oso.
chatting abt how chim n abstract des is.
den how jeremy cant survive without interacting with ppl.
den oso. on how i degraded des when she talks to me.
hees. not really my fault can.
HAHAHAHAHA. i tian sheng jiu very fu qian der. HEES.
but i like myself being liddat.
thinking too much isnt good.
LOLOLOLOLOL. so THINK SIMPLE!!!!

oh ya ya. abt the wad tagging stuff. HAHAA.
seems kinda popular right now. HAHA.
i shall go try it later on. in a new post.

hao ba. gng to pei yang de mood to do that chao ji long test.
hees. Takkaire. X33

I'mALIVEokay?

heys!!
know a lot of u guys miss me lorhs.
MUAHAHAHA.
keep pressing me to update blog.
hees. i didnt know my blog was so popular. X333

well well.
OP ENDED TODAY!!!! hees.
so happy larhs. jus dat the 3 mods are like.
hmmm. so fierce.
HAHAHAHAHA.
den MR TONG came in halfway too!!
so sian diao sia. LOL.
oh ya. my QnA screwed up too.
hees.
argh... anything. dun wanna think abt it liaos.

watched HORROR movies with des kp n van today.
es n ray joined halfway. hees.
halfway through the first movie.
JU-ON 2. LOLOLOLOLOL.
laughed like mad when watching it. hees.
was like thinking.
OMG. wad if YAH MUI appeared on the screen. HAHAHAHA.
des was like. if it really appears.
den we'll all be dead. and i'll kill u first b4 we get killed by Kayako.
X33333 so FUNNY can. LOLOL.
cant stop laughing sia.

den watched SHUTTER. ok.
i mean. we watched it more SERIOUSLY. hahaha.
den dere was this scene where the guy keep running down a flight of stairs.
budden always stuck at storey 4
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
den i said, "hey des. isnt ur hse at the 4th storey???"
WUAKAKAKAKAKA. think i sounded evil. hees.
des was like looking at me with murderous intent. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
SO FUNNY!!!!! and oh ya. she scolded F*** hais...

den left only me kp van n ray to watch scary movie 3.
it totally made NO SENSE. -.-
hmmm. budden think JU-ON 2 was worse. HAHAHAHA.
it was funny thou. REALLY LAME. -.-

LOL. think everyone in my class finish OP liaos.
hees. so happy sia. MUAHAHAHAHA.
budden still have loads of HW to do. hais..

going chinatown tml.
for the MAGIC stuff.
so hafta send Boon Wei some stuff tonight.
hais.. so it means work again
LOLOLOL. really feel like slacking sia. HAHAHA.

now really looking forward to the nov 7 outing. hees.
morn having k with des they all.
den afternoon meeting up zy. hees.
bei n ws oso can join us early lorhs.
MUAHAHAHA. if not only for dinner. kinda saddening eh?
HEES.

ooh ya!!! the tags. hees.
Paiseh.
no need reply der la hors?
hees. i kinda lazy lorhs. HAHAHAHAHA.
hope tml wont spend too much $$ hees.

p.s. looking forward to a treat from des too!!! X333

Takkaire guys. hees.

pointofNORETURN

lalala~
currently.
i;m walking down on the road of no RETURN
i jus sent a msg to CO's pres.
telling her i'm gonna withdraw from performing in next year's concert.
current status:
in wait of her reply.
*although i dun really care wad she replies. i'm still not gng for practices*

this post was made possible.
cos of khia peng. hees. she wanted to read my posts so badly.
X333. gan dong neh~
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

thanks bei. dede. van. n khia peng.
XD
for helping make this decision today.
although it was like me who kind fo persuaded bei that i shd withdraw.
hees. she didnt agree with me initially.
in de end. i PERSUADED her to do so. X333
so actually it was khia peng who really enlightned me.
hees.
真不愧是最有远见的人。
LOLOLOLOL. thanks loads.
BEI oso of cos larh. haha. for supporting me. XD
if not i wouldnt have dat much the courage to do so. X33
THANKS DEDE OSO XDD
although u kept singing when i was typing the msg. XDDD it was kinda OFF TUNE. hees.

and oh ya.
spoilt my hp pouch today.
BUT U MANAGED TO FIX IT BACK OK?
I'M SUCH A GENIUS. I CANT STAND IT. X333
well well.
why did i spoil my pouch?
cos i felt so.... hmmm.. QI GEK when i came to know smth.
oh well.
coming to think of it, i was kinda childish. HAHA.
budden i was really qi lorhs.
hais.. nvm ba. hees.
I'M A VERY UNDERSTANDING PERSON.

today ws keep suan-ing me lorhs.
if it was the old me he would sure have died v jia lat-ly liaos
HAHAHAHAHA.
count him lucky. XD

went to buy a planner today at kino. XD
it was so ex lorhs. ><
17 bucks. LOLOL.
but it was CUTE. X333
WINNIE THE POOH. MUAHAHAHAHA.
wanted to buy ELMO ders.
budden it was the last one ler. den was kidna torn n tattered. LOL
oh well.
fan zheng it was nice. XD

i'm now so engaged in playing tetris. HEES.
my CHILDHOOD game. MUAHAHA
I'M STILL SO PRO IN IT. HEEES.

hao la. haha.
dede's finding me boring ler.
better go chat with her. hees.
buaiis. TAKKAIRE!!~

whatdeHELListhePROBLEM?

ok people.
i'm not trying to be like discrimating foreigners.
but seriously.
i dun understand the mentality of them.

almost everyone's bloging abt the issue.
some trying to nullify the whole tension.
some adding fuel to the tension.
well.
wad will i do?
i'm not very sure myself.
called dede few days back.
cos the stupid mic in my com wont work. -.-
she said that we shdnt give in to them.
cos they are being very communist right now.

most ridiculous thing i;ve ever heard.
afraid of children to such the extent that when asked u have to raise ur hand as if they're gng to break off?
oh man.
pls larh.
and of cos.
i know that sylvia's having a hard time too.
but seriously.
i'm kinda pissed off this time.
it's not because ur sitting on the fence.
but cos u said that you dun like kids too. -.-
yea i think u raised ur hands too right?
den why the hell did u even sign up for KIDSREAD?
DONT U HATE THEM?
now. pls. stop contradicting urself.
stop being so idealistic.
it'm impossible to make friends with everyone.
but be rest assured.
i wont be hating u.
jus a lil bothered by u.

yea.
so wad's the situation right now?
the class's SPLITING.
oh well.
split it all u want.
i'm already prepared not to commit myself to this class.
it's not like i'll die not talking to the PRCs.
i've lived for lile 15 years not talking to them
so it's not really tough for me.
IT'S EASY FOR ME TO TAKE PPL AS 透明 DE.
i'm NOT being unreasonable ok?
it's not that
"oh. cos the PRCs want to do SPCA. so i 故意 want to 唱反调。"
i'm jus pissed off because.
u all are FORCING ur WANTS on us.
its not FAIR.

this's gonna be a long post.
so be prepared.

ok now.
i shall drop the issue on the stupid class segregating stuff.
bei yst finally let go off the meaningless love.
well.
i'm seriously happy for her.
although i know it's still gng to take some time for her to recover.
at least.
U WILL RECOVER.
i'm sure of that. x))

and also.
pls stop thinking that u are v flippant.
u are NOT. ok?
cos u put in true love to each relationship.
and that makes u GREAT.
cos it's definitely tough for u to let go each and every one of it.
so yea.
BE STRONG!!
go build some muscles and ta-da.
a new you will be born. X33

well.
i'm now getting the hint that someone else likes her too. XDDD
yea. i'm kinda slow. T_T
cos it seems to me that des ray n ws all know abt it lers.
WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?
RAHHH~ oh well.
however. it seems to me that everything's repeating itself.
hais...
i'm not sure wad to do.
it's always at this point of time. why?
手心是肉，手背也是肉
it's gonna be impossible for u to let go of her now.
but.
ARGH. i want to stop this. eh-to.
"viscious cycle" of her love life.
ARGH~~
although i cant really make decisions for her.
jus to caution u.
if u really love her.
and she accepts u.
DUN EVER DARE TO LET HER DROP EVEN ONE TEAR.
i promise to 五马分尸 u.
cos u are MY FRIEND. and she's my BEST FRIEND.
i'll KILL u.

nevertheless.
i'll wish u good luck. XD

and oh yea!!
i found des's weakness!!!
ARHHHH~~~~
i cant help but laugh. X3333
such a cute weakness that she has. AHAHAHAHAHA.
ok larh. hees.
jus let me laugh again.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

suddenly.
i missed dede, mh, yj and yl.
ok larh.
mian qiang de. choo oso.
argh...
really wanna meet u all up soon
wanna rmb the times we had in that GREAT class.
and not this SHITTY class of mine now. -.-

ok?
oh ya.
get skype XDD
we'll talk online. hees.
takkaire den.

wad'sHAPPENING?

hey guys. XD
it's kinda late now lers.
but i just reached home. hees.
went to queensway again.
LOLOLOLOL.
to place order for the class tee.
OMGOMG. so happy lorhs
we FINALLY have one. XDDD

CIP was like.
supposed to bond the class tgt der lorhs.
budden it seemed to cause an even worse segregation in the class.
hais...
now that the china students formed the 鹤帮。
it seemed to have totally drew a clear line to separate them from us.
they seems to be like.
dont really like us.
but i dun really understand why
i dont think i did things that annoyed them?
hais.. maybe i did. i'm not very sure myself.
but i dont feel really good to stay in a class that's so separated.
this is the first time ever that i felt this DISUNITED.
ARGH. dere seems to be nothing i can do abt it thou.
shall not think too much.
hees. will cause me to age v quickly. XDDD

magic jacket.
really wanted one.
but it's so EX. 50 BUCKS eh!! can buy 10 comics lorhs.
HAHAHAHAHA.
hafta really consider if it's worth the $$ =X

had a really great talk with bei today.
it led me to understand lotsa things.
and also, people.
hees. really fortunate to have u as a friend. XDD
LURVE EUU. <33
XDDD
dont think abt it too much. =D
cos u can only think of me!!~ MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
jia you wor~
i'll zhi chi u in everything u do. X33

oh ya!!
today yvette so ke lian lorhs.
HAHAHA.
got bullied by a kid. hais..
suay sia. LOL.
we were like eating our dinner in the Queensway shopping mall.
den suddenly, a kid spitted on her. from the second story.
-.- IT'S SO DARN DISGUSTING CAN. OMG.
zhen shi mei jiao yang eh. dat kid.
den when khia peng found the kid and confronted his dad.
his dad was like.
oh. tell ur friend i'm sorry.
but dere's nothing much that i can do. -.-'''
HE DOESNT EVEN TRY TO GET HIS SON TO DAO QIAN LA.
tian arh.
how uncivilised s'poreans can be?
wo kuai feng le. HAHAHAHAHA

all in all.
yvette's jus plain SUAY. HAHAHA

hees
TAKKAIRE KAYS?
hahaha.
niites. X33

KAWAII-mummy

heya!!
LOL. so wu liao dao...
decided to post again. hees.
ever since i got my laptop.
i seemed to be so active in posting. HAHA
dat's good isnt it? hees.
actually supposed to be doing PW ders.
compiling the FAQ. hees.

today CO was hmm. fine.
was able to go for the GAMMA hse function for a while.
XDDD. still happy abt it. XD
the food was nice. HEES.
ESP WHEN DERE'S FISHBALLS.
MUAHAHAHA.
budden had to leave halfway through the movie
hais.. was a lil sad. the movie was so funny. XDDD

today was late again. hees.
took my dad's ride to sch. WUAKAKAKA.
cos he shun lu send my mom to work ma.
haha.
den my mom was like
"今天又是因爲不要跑步啊？"
LOLOLOLOL.
zhen shi de.
i have such a bad reputation mehs? HAHAHA

most funny thing today.
just happened not too long ago.
my mom came into my room to chat with me.
den...
my bro came back.

so my mom asked. "今天买的马票呢？"
den my bro handed her the 4D tickets.

"啊？没有全打啊？" means something like buying all the possible permuatations of the no. she bought.

den my bro: "har? 你有叫我全打meh? 又没有写在纸上。"

den my mom SCREAMED. "ARGH!!!!!!!!! 如果全打的话就中beh-sai了eh!! [the consolation i think]"

den... my dad arrives in my room too!! LOL. whole family sia. hees.
"什么事？大喊大叫的。"

"都是你女儿害的咯。不要早去学校，还我不能自己去买马票。现在不但没得拿$60，还得要还gorgor的钱。"

den i was like. "har? 又关我什么屁事？是你自己没有写清楚"

den she say.
"你啦。害到我要早起。然后就blurblur的。没有写清楚。"

i lame diao lo. LOL.
she continues.
"还好只是中beh-sai啊。不然的话就一粒PONG下去。"

LOL la. hahahahahaha.
laugh until i cannot lorhs
how come my mom so cute de?
HAHAHAHAHA
笑死我了。
WUAKAKAKAKA.

LURVES my mummy. <3333
Takkaire wor~
hees.
Sayonara.

comeON. RANTitout!

hiies!!
well well.
actually today didnt wanted to blog ders.
budden kan dao lapkan so bu kai xin.
so decided to hmmm.
help him fa xie in this blog post.
LOLOLOLOL.
zhen xiang bu dao he can be so sheng qi lorhs
he seems to be really unhappy abt Lib exco.
well.
i personally think that they have some probs too.
after listening to wad lapkan said.

ok now.
here's the post specially for LAPKAN.
hees. see i so good. MUAHAHAHA
anyways.
here's his rantings:

To those conflicting ppl

It is so bu yao lian lo for you all.
to keep smiling with each other n acting to be friendly
when at the same point backstabbing other ppl..
well..
its idiotic as much as I tink!
If u wanna hate or dislyk some1 so much tt u wanna kill him..
just shout at him or give him a punch or wadsoever la..
its so irritating to tok behind other ppl de back..
i dun care wad u all re thinking
but I find it no point to gossip all abt n later trying to be nice to some1..
n since now u make mi enter the battlefield I shall not be a pushover..
i m nt gotta sit dere n get scolded without reply..
i will make sure that I wun let u have a good time either..
i v seldom fa pi qi but let mi tell u tis time I m really serious
and I m not going to take a step back.
I appreciate those who try 2 defend mi..
i wun let myself lian lei u anymore liao..
i m gotta defend myself n put up my own stand.
Its pointless to be neutral in front of gossipers lyk u all so dun expect mi to be nice..

i m NOT slack I remind u again.
even if I m sometimes for some reason for not attending meetings I got my reasons..
not lyk no life ppl who keep thinking of other ppl’s fault n mistake.
All the things I do I feel no need to show it to u..
u have no right to keep interfering in my business anwe..
esp when u re nt doing a good job either..
so just shut your mouth and conc on ur own!
Only useless people keep putting a nose into other ppl de matter..
if since even she nv sae anything and she support mi..
u all have no right to say anything.
I oso nv interfere in ur business but u bu zhi xiu chi de disturb mi..
its UNFORGIVABLE..
wadever I do I dun haf to report to u all..
dun tink I m gotta listen to u lyk ur slave cos I m obviously.
If all of u wanna carry out,
I dun care but since u make mi enter the conflicts I shall not be a pushoever..
u all make mi flame for the 1st time of my life..
cos I hate troublemakers!!

---------ends------------

LOL. seriously sia.
u are really mad liaos.
haha.
budden NVM!!
i ZHI CHI u!!
MUAHAHAHA.
scold them or BITE them wadever u want
hees.
no need to gu zhe your xing xiang.
haha.
JIA YOU ba. XD
dun give up neh~ hees.
GAMBATEH!!!!

atleastEVERYTHING'Sover

konbanwa~
heh..
the previous two posts seemed to cause quite a commotion.
hees. pai sei wor. =X

well.
i was really pissed off yst larh.
cannot blame me.
and yea.
cried quite badly over it.
budden arh.
jus realised dat after crying...
i'm fine liao lers.
jus dat still a lil bu shuang when i see him.
RAHH~

we're gng to finish PW le lorhs.
now over this whole issue arh.
quite sure that the whole team had fallen apart liaos.
hais...
budden nvm larh. haha
since jus another 2 weeks everything would be over lers.
HAHAHAHAHA. so happy sia. XDD


today des and kp "scolded" him kinda badly.
surprisingly.
i didnt even say a word. HAHA.
well.
i didnt even bother to look him in the eyes lo.
makes me sick. -.-
hahaha.
i just kept my cool. XD
apparantly,
he decided not to say anything.
for wad reasons?
i dont even bother to want to know.
LOL. jus knowing that he's not gng to DO ANYTHING BAI CHI can le.

now arh.
des's so frustrated with yu cheng.
he seemed to have only sprained his ankle. not broke it.
phew. xia si wo le. LOL.
budden arh.
seriously.
i'm really wondering what's happening to him.
depression? it doesnt seem to be so eh.
ARGH. dun even know of he's gonna be present tml lorhs.
zhen shi de.
he always tells des dat he'll be in sch TML.
but that TML never arrives. HAHAHAHA.

went to queenstown jus now.
pei yvette, angelina kp n des to check out the prices for the class tee.
LOL. finally eh?
we're gng to have one!! haha.
not too late larh. still can wear it next year. hees.
den oso shun bian check for MAGIC's jacket.
the design aiysha did was SUPERB lorhs.
budden think it's gonna be a lil tough to have the whole design on the jacket.
hmmm. i'll try to find some ways to get it done. XD
the first shop we asked was like 50+ bucks lorhs.
seems to be a lil too ex liaos.
haha. the other one was better. maybe arnd 30-40bucks?
hmmm. budden the shop owner wasnt really sure if the design can be imprinted onto it.
ARGH~~
i really want it. ><

anyways.
suan le.
wanna go play mahjong n sing k with yj n yl sometime. XD
I MISS DEDE N MH OSO!!!
hais.. really want to see them soon. =D

i'll definitely make this wish come true.
deng zhe ba. XDDDD

Takkaire wors~~ =D

DAMN IT

damn it.
damn it.
damn it.
DAMN IT.

i cant help but keep crying la.
thinking abt all my efforts and time spent on it being lang fei diao.
JUST LIKE THAT.
read bei's blog le.
even further WORSENED my crying.
i feel so useless.
crying over it.

now i cant even go outside n enjoy my food.
sure kena laughing by my bro.
-.-
feel so qi gek now.
the most i can do is jus to force my tears back.
but it doesnt seem to be working.



WTH LA!!!
u had better pay me back my time and efforts.



ARGH!!~ QI SI WO LE.
YAO FENG LE.
make me so diu lian now.
U're THE WORST I"VE EVER SEEN
BASTARD.

iamsoSPEECHLESS

this is my 100th post.
and i'm so SAD to WASTE IT JUS LIKE THAT.
but right now.
ANGER's really BURNING within me.
你不仁就别怪我不义。
i seriously cannot understand how some people think.

TO ZHELUN:
yea yea. okok.
i dun really care if u REALLY mind dat MUCH abt us lying in PW.
tell teachers if u want.
but firstly.
i'm already sure that ms cai knew it all along that we're lying.
so what u're doing is REDUNDANT.
i'm not sure what caused u to be SO adamant about exposing our lie.
maybe it's the church that u jus went?
den u felt guilty all of a sudden?
I DUN CARE.
i only know that.
if ms cai decided to report us.
I CONFIRM THAT U WILL NOT HAVE AN EASY TIME IN SCHOOL ANYMORE.
this is a delcaration.
撕破脸了我也不管。
so what about ur so called righteousness.
i only know that what u did will cause all of our hard work to do down the drain.
AND I WILL NEVER FORGIVE U FOR THAT.
it's not that GRADE that i care about.
but all the late nights i have stayed up to do it.
all the hard work i've put in.
i can tell u RIGHT NOW.
if u still think that u did the most for the project.
i can be very de 不要脸 and tell u dat U ARE NOT.
BUT I AM ok?
at the very least.
DESIREEN KHIA PENG AND MAYBE EVEN YU CHENG DID MORE THAN WHAT U DID.
i'm seriously fuming now.
what u jus did.
jus made me feel that christians doesnt use their brain.
WHAT U DID.
IS VERY VERY SELFISH.
i do not mean the say that all christians are like that.
jus that SOME ARE.
and U ARE LIKE THAT.
defame? yea. maybe dat's wad i jus did.
but cant u jus THINK?
if u doesnt feel good abt lying.
i can understand.
cos not many will feel good abt it.
cant u jus feel remorseful and repent AFTER eveything ends?
everything's gonna end in jus 2 weeks time.
and u have to RUIN it NOW.
not earlier when we still have time to change.
but NOW. when everything cannnot be changed anymore.
when WR was already handed in.
do u think that confessing will change anything?
WHAT THE HELL ARE U ACTUALLY THINKING.
u this SELFISH BEING.

yea yea.
i maybe sued for this post.
but if i dun let it out.
我就对不起自己。
i will go crazy keeping it within my heart.
so.
jus be prepared.
even if everything turns out fine.
dont expect me to forgive u.

title? wakarenai.

yoYOyo~~
today.
was the long awaited gathering. hees.
so long nv see zhi ying le.
missed her so much sia. haha.
really had a great talk today. XDD

jeremy also with us today. haha.
brought his skates along. LOL.
budden didnt really had a chance to skate arnd.
so pai sei. haha
dun get too upset with ur results kayys?
at least u had 2 As. haha.
grats for it. =D

kept playing arcade today.
cos of van. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
insists that she wanna play para para.
den keep ngiao-ing me lorhs.
cant stand it sia. hahahaha.
in de end went to arcade 3 times lo.
she still never got the chance to play it.
LOLOLOLOLOLO.
cos of some pros down dere dat keeps playing. haha
hao ba.
next time pei u go play kayys? hees.
see i so good sia. MUAHAHAHA.

HAD AJISEN FOR DINNER TODAY!!!~
hees. so GAO XING lo. haha
LOVED AJISEN. haha.
Spicy miso ramen~ hees.
never tried eating it with so many people before.
haha. budden loved talking to the people at my table.
hees. had a really fun talk. XDD

gor talked until halfway suddenly yan jing fan lei.
said he had gastric pain.
budden dunno if it was b'cos we talked about his past.
hmmmm.
he's so secretive abt it lorhs.
budden really la.
haha. my da ge's a really good guy. MUAHAHA.
although i like to bicker with him a lot. hees.
fun marhs. MUAHAHA

oh yarh.
thanks zhi ying for insisting that me n van needs people escortion to get home.
den oso.
my da ge. who kept offering to send us home.
thanks jeremy too. XDD
LOLOLOLOLO.
pai sei hors. haha. keep rejecting ur good will. XPP
it was kinda diu lian lorhs.
LOLOLO.
make until we like really lu chi.
hahaha.
i didnt mi lu this time can.
haha. XDD
i managed to figure the road home. SOMEHOW. haha
budden the road home was kinda scary.
haha.
felt a lil scared while walking. hees.

anyways.
had a really fun time today.
thanks neh~ haha.
specially to zhi ying.
must enjoy urself in Shandong orh~ =DDD
hees.
oso. MUST bring souvenirs back hor. XDD
Takkaire of urself. :)

omgOMGomg!!

hey yo. MUAHAHA.
today.
i skipped PE.
i gu yi tell my mom dat i wanna go sch late.
cos i was tired.
from staying up to arnd 2 to do I&R.
den.
on the way dere.
saw the guys running along the same old route.
den my mom was like.
"chey. 我看你是不想跑步才要迟到的咯。"
i tio stunned.
yuan lai my mom UNDERSTOOD me so well sia. HAHAHA
den as usual. my dad started.
"再不运动就要变更肥了。"
and seriously.
i HATE this sentence man. -.-

bei today didnt come sch.
cos she yst practically didnt sleep at all.
so pei fu sia. haha.
ws oso stayed up. SURPRISINGLY lo. haha

oh ya. today yucheng sent us a sms.
he broke his ankle.
i seriously dunno how to react.
but my first instict reaction was like.
OMG.
he was sent to the hospital.
so think it was kinda serious.
i can imagine the pain la.
i was like. "OMG. it hurts." when i read the msg.
hahaha.
now we hafta change our script for the skit lers.
cos dun think yucheng's ankle will heal by OP.
hmmm. so now thinking of ways to let him act, while not needing him to walk.
see. i so ti tie lo. hahaha.

today's OP rehearsal was. hmmm.
ok lorhs. although i think i did better for this time.
I DIDNT USE CUECARDS LORHS.
muahaha. so proud of it sia. XD
presented in front of another grp doing Tesla.
was kinda nervous thou. scared of their qns.
in the end, they didnt ask any. (phew)
instead. the teacher asked.
he wanted either me or kp to volunteer lorhs.
i was like so reluctant la.
den kp almost volunteered herself....
when... des called my name. -.-
LOLOL. kinda like bei xian hai.
in the end i ans like shit lah.
zhen shi diu lian dao jia.

hais....
presented our skit in front of other for the first time today.
it was kinda good. jus dat i missed yucheng.
haha. kinda miss him for being the door.
he's so professional. HAHAHAHA.

bei today so shuang lo.
went for shopping. ><
den diu wo yi ge ren at sch. T_T
hais.. shop until so shuang le still complain no one help her hold things.
-.- zhuo ren yao zhi zu.
hahaha.
I SHALL GO SHOPPING SOMETIMES SOON!!
I SWEAR!! RAHH~~

hope yucheng can recover soon. =D
minna-san~
ALL THE BEST FOR PW!!~~ XDD
gambateh neh~
and oh ya.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. JAYMIE. <33

watashiwaZENZENwakarenai

k box!!
LOLO.
seemed to be gng to k box v frequent nowadays.
haha. cannot help it.
fell in love with my own voice.
MUAHAHA.

not many people went thou.
mainly was just to meet up with jeremy.
haha. wei siong came too. XD
haha. keep teasing him sia.
so farnie. HAHAHA.

des said she had quite a serious cough and flu.
but i dun really believe it sia.
still sing until so nice.
zhen shi qi ren.
yea. but she really does have a bad flu.
can ting de chu from her voice.
haha. budden she really sing well eh.
OMG. zhen shi wang chen mo ji. haha.

dat yu han so irritating.
keep laughing when i sing.
RAHH~
i'm not dere to entertain de can?
qi si wo le. zhen shi shou bu liao.

suddenly jus realised dat everyone can sing so well.
hais..
MUST GO PRACTICE liaos. hahaha.
esp jeremy lo.
although he cant biao the high notes.
budden still sing v well.
he n des la.
keep ba zhan-ing the MIC. RAHH~
ws was like so bored dere.
gomen neh~ hees.
hahaha. budden glad to see him again. XDD

dun wanna watch Tian Ji Suan liaos.
cos of my mom. -.-
zhen shi de. spoil everything sia.
told me dat my dear Chen Hao Min gonna be a bad guy.
sian lo.
dun wanna him be bad guy.
hais.. so dun wan watch liao.
if not later spoil his image la.
zhen shi de. =.=

anyways. jia you guys. XD
and bei.
dun worry so much.
everything will work out fine.

today bei wasnt really her normal self.
i shdnt be so duo guan xian shi la.
budden really lo.
hurts me to see her breaking down.
stunned so many ppl dere.
hais...
but really lo.
wad's wrong with her bf.
such a lame excuse oso can xiang de chu.
so drama la. sian.
hope bei can get over it soon.
and also. solve the whole problem.

funFUNfun!!

heyo~
today was kind fun. haha.
went to marina sq.
hees. went dere like only once b4 lo.
so decided to go there today. haha.
to guang guang.
with bei n yu han.
haha.

initially dun even know where to go lorhs.
jus met up at Sengkang int.
den jus hopped onto a train.
with no destination in mind.
LOLOLOL.
after long long discussion.
finally jue ding drop at dhouby.
haha.
den went to marina sq.
hees.

in the end didnt buy anything.
cos it felt kinda weird lorhs.
having a guy to follow u when shopping.
keep worrying dat he'll get bored.
haha.
so it was kinda gan ga. haha.
after dat he went to buy movie tics.
den me n bei shopped. haha.
only bei bought smth.
yea. a pencil box.
haha. finally. SHE BOUGHT ONE.

went to watch Brothers.
MIAO QIAO WEI GOT ACT EH!!
LOLOLO.
LOVE TO SEE HIM ACT LA.
haha.
cos he's super duper shuai can.
haha. so KEWL!!~
haha. going crazy liaos.
budden de show was kinda disturbing oso.
i was like writhing in pain la.
when seeing the characters in pain.
LOLOLOLO.
huang ri hua oso got act.
he's still as handsome as ever can. LOL.
it's a nice movie. haha.
although i dont really understand the ending. hees.

the finale of today's outing.
the TRIP TO GEYLANG.
hahaha.
sounds so shan gui.
haha. budden really eh.
da kai yen jie sia. haha
went to eat chong qing huo guo.
it's tasty. really. haha.
jus dat one of the soup base was kinda.
er-hem. SPICY. lol.
budden it's still nice. MUAHAHA.
LOVED THE SAUSAGE DERE.
haha.

yu han was really gentleman lo.
unlike some "others"
LOLOLO.
helped us to peel prawns.
even though he doesnt eat it.
it was kinda tang eh.
he seemed to have scalded his hand.
hais.. he can be kinda stubborn
haha. XDD

most funny thing is.
he brought us to go look look arnd geylang.
den saw really lotsa them lo.
haha. even saw one uncle asking price sia.
hahaha.

den took taxi home.
die lo. cant even ren lu.
haha. make the taxi uncle go circles. haha.
zhen shi pai sei. LOL.
in de end bei dropped first. -.-
hais..
so i was left with the job to FORCEFULLY MAKE YU HAN accept $$
hahahaha.
if not feel so bad sia.
he's so scary la. dun wan accept the $$.
haha.
in the end jus drop the $$ at his seat.
den say bye.
den got off the car le.
LOLOLOLOL.

anyways.
it was fun today.
haha.
Takkiare neh~

iamSUPERhuman

hey people.
i'm fine now.
really.
hahaha. fast eh?
cos i'm super. MUAHAHAHA

eating sweet things really cheers people up.
come to think of it.
i've been eating quite many chocs nowadays.
haha.
eating FROSTIES now.
feel so high.
haha.

chatting on MSN with ray bei n van.
abt the welfare board.
decided to use anime series as the styles.
MUAHAHAHA.
my FORTE. hahahaha.
yea. we left daryl out of the discussion.
in the end hai dao ray got blasted by him.
feel kinda bad for him.
cos it's like our fault la.
for gu yi dun inform him.

well.
ray's now having a conv with him
telling him about why we keep excluding him
i really jus feel like calling him and blasting at him la.
although there's a high chance that i'll get blasted too.
feeling so pissed off now.
wanna tan pai with him de.
in de end ray says that things will get ugly.
so he's gonna be the mediator n call him.
so sian la.

he's trying hard to change.
but i cant see it.
maybe it's cos i'm already too biased against him
ok. take it that he's trying hard to change.
but if he doesnt do drastic things to SHOW that he've changed.
nothing will change.
hope that he'll take a better turn next year.
if not,
not only he will be the one suffering.
we will be suffering too.

iamWEIRD

this is so irritating.
i'm getting so irritated.
by school. -.-
why cant they just let us off?
RAHH~
i just wanna concentrate on PW.
although i HATE it.
but it's at least better den having lessons.

shuo dao lessons.
reminds me of yesterday's chem lec.
die le.
sure going to get scolded by mr tan liaos.
cos practically the whole class skipped the lec.
den suay suay they took attendance.
only ONE in the whole class went la.
sian. it would not have been dat bad if none went.
LOLOLOLOL.

i was kinda weird today.
high le den got kinda depressed.
den high again.
den depress again.
weird hur. LOL. i cant help me.
i aint myself these few days.

beside me.
there's this thing called AMINO ACID TUT.
wad the hell is dat?
i'm not too sure myself.
but i know i have to finish it.
if not tml's scolding sure worst.
hais.. zhen shi de.

one good news.
that is.
DES gonna stay in TJ!!
omg. so happy la. haha.
she was swayed by her CLL results. haha.
CLL wan sui!! haha.
budden it's only a temp stay.
only until when she's being accepted by NACEL(?) LOL
i'm fine with dat.
cos at least she's pursuing her dream.
hees.
jus plain happy cos she's still dere to fa hua chi with me.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

i'm lots better now.
just that i'm still unable to face myself.
unable to honestly ans qns like "are u feeling better?"
i'm not used to having so many people concerning abt me.
i'm only used to concern about ppl.
my life had been too smooth sailing.
so smooth to the point that..
i knew i wont be able to handle any obstacles in the future.
like now.
i'm such a failure..

worried. yes. iDOhavetimeslikethat

really not in the mood now to be happy n high.
in actual fact.
i'm not really happy right now.
i'm unable to laugh like i have always wanted.
always trying to show people that i'm cheerful always.
but i'm still a human.
and human do have times when they are weak.

and yes.
right now.
i'm worried for my promos.
it's kinda late now.
since i've already gotten back my results.
it's too late to have any regrets.
but the problem now is.
i'm not being regretful.
i just dunno how to face myself.
jus confused with the FIRST ever worried feeling that i had.
this is the VERY FIRST TIME..
that i became worried with my results.
FIRST TIME. in 17 years.
things have always worked out smoothly for me.
maybe thats the reason why i'm confused.

i am not worried about unable to promote.
since there's this very wonderful thing called Poly in s'pore
maybe this is stress?
i'm not very sure of it myself.
being surrounded by people who get all those great grades.
made me feel THIS inferior to them.
i'm CERTAINLY ashamed of myself.
blaming others for the own mistake i made.
i'm being so disgraceful now.
it's so disgusting to know myself being such a lousy person.

i feel so BAD towards my parents.
somehow.
i feel that i'm responsible for getting goood grades.
but with the kind of grades now.
i'm sure they are going to get SO DISSAPOINTED WITH ME.
it seems that i've been taking good grades for granted.
this promo have certainly woke me up from this dream.
it maybe a lil too late now..
wonder why tears kept flowing out.
cant seem to be able to stop it.
i'm feeling so disgusted by myself.

this post is only meant for me to speak up my thoughts.
dont tell me to be not worried.
cos it's impossible.
dont show any care or concern.
cos with my state of mind now,
i'll probably take it as being hypocritic.
i dont wish to spoil the image of the real u in my mind.
so, pls understand.
i'll be fine very SOON.
i promise.
so act as nothing happened.
act as u have never read this post.
i'll deeply sppreciate it.
Thanks for those who tries to console me.
although it's a lil futile.
but still. thanks for your kind thoughts.
i need to calm down for now. ALONE.

Takkaire guys.

i'mFORreal

=_____=
i'm so pissed of right now.
i just typed a whole load of mushy stuff.
to encourage des and kp.
in the end, dunno wad i pressed.
deleted the whole thing.
and i cant get it back.
-.-

so anyway.
i'm going to keep it short.
just the main point.
that is...
DUN EVER GIVE UP ON YOURSELF
cos it's not in anyway beneficial to you.
or to others who have been trying hard to stand by your side.
it is only a cowardly way of avoiding problems

in any case.
if u all are really bent on withdrawing,
i'll definitely stand by u.
cos i'm sure that we are all be able to decide what's best for us.
and we have no position to decide for others.
we can only believe and support them.
we eventually have to decide on how we are going to live our own life.

it's not a shame to rely on others when u need it.
and it's unfair to think that no one can help u.
everyone will be able to help in their own way.
cheer you up with super lame jokes.
lend you a shoulder to cry on.
lend you their ears to hear your rantings.
lend you their stomach to go on an eating spree with u.
just look around,
and we'll always able to find people who are reaching their hands out for u.

although i may be living in a different world with u all.
but at least i'm sure that i'm always willing to help u out.
when you are tired.
when you are stressed.
when you are sad.

so yea ok?
i'm always available.
no boyfriend. [that's kinda sad thou.]
so available 24/7
dun worry about waking me up in a middle of the sleep.
that is IF i am able to wake up for that call.
LOL. no worries. XD

so yea.
feeling lost is part and parcel of life.
just find people who will stand by u and get you back on track.
everything's gonna be fine. =D
i maybe a lil to mushy.
but that's alright. XD
so ya.
Takkaire neh~

ENDofEXAMS!! sadORhappy?

hiies!! minna-san.
long time no see eh?
haha.
cos jose san was busy studying for the DEAR PROMOS.
yea. i did ok.
although still kinda slack.
BUDDEN I DID STUDY FOR IT!!

however.
i really dun have MUCH confidence in it.
hais..
i SHOULD be able to pass la.
according to my senior.
who's like say HOW IMPOSSIBLE it is to FAIL it.
oh well~ people just DO right. yea. PEOPLE DO.
okayys. no hidden meaning in it.
I AM HARMLESS.

well..
to be truthful.
i'm not THAT happy as i thought i would BE after promos.
cos there's still dat DARN useless PW thinggy going on.
-_______-
WO SHOU GOU LE!!
being burdened by it for like almost a year now.
so tiring la.
losing interest~~ haha

paradise will only start when OP ends.
announcing an END to the whole PW stuff.
wuakakakaka.
i'll go bonkers after that. LOL.
looking forward to that day neh~
hees. it's SOON already. few more weeks to suffer.
den we shall all be released!!~ haha.

Oh ya. today was like crapping in room 420 with van, des and bei.
ALTHOUGH we WERE supposed to be doing our PW. haha.
budden it's like right after 1230,
MORE den HALF of the class is GONE la. haha. do oso no point.
in de end, we started talking about Vampire Knight.
like how it's being so sensual and giving ppl the wrong idea.
haha. and oso how shuai the characters are.
haha.
IN DE END......
I REALISE THAT I LIKE KANAME MORE.
haha. i was like bothered by that qn for dunno how long la.
keep thinking who exactly do i like more.
haha.
lame eh? no choice. haha.

finally.
i finished my EoM.
finished with the troublesome CITATIONS.
zhen shi de.
so ma fan la. fan si ren le.
haha. budden at least i finished it. hees.
oh ya.
Thanks jia haur for helping me print it. XD
i know mine's kinda much. haha. Hontoni Arigato neh.
haha.
Jia you with your eom ba. hees.

Hafta go for my beauty sleep le.
hees. Takkaire guys.
We shall play till we drop after PW ends.
Look forward to it ba. XD

jusaSTRESSEDOUTpost

NANDE! NANDE! NANDE!
wei shen me!
wei shen me!
wei shen me!
WHY? WHY? WHY?
OMG! OMG! OMG!
I'M DYING!
I'M DYING!
I'M DYING!
ARGH!!~
FAN SI REN LE.
ZHEN DE SHI FAN SI REN LE.

how come i jus cant seem to finish everything?
SO MANY TASKS.
TOO LITTLE TIME.
now it's dat damned cha guan.
RAHH~~
REALLY FEEL LIKE NOT GOING TO SCH TML SIA.
never felt so stressed out for studies before.
A LIL MEANINGLESS FOR SUCH A PATHETIC LIFE.

phew~
vented out some of my frustrations.
so hafta carry on with my cha guan for now.

WELCOME TO REALITY.
CARRY WITH LIFE.
NO MATTER HOW SUCKY IT MAY BE.

aHEARTFELTgratitude

minna-san~
hontoni ARIGATO-neh!!~
*bows 90 degree*

Thank you dede.
for treating me to Ajisen.
although u splashed some of ur TOM YAM soup onto me.
x)) also, for the nice useful prezzie.

Thank you ying jie.
for sacrificing ur tuition time to cele for me.
for the CAKE too. XDD

Thank you yilin.
for making the effort to celebrate for me.
dun worry too much abt our class.
it's good as it is now. =D

Thank you bei.
for ur effort to in making today's celebration a memorable one.
jus like you.
i'm glad to have you in TJ too. XD
life wouldnt be so easy w/o eu.

Thank you ming hui.
for the msg dat u sent me.
it really brightened up my day. hees. :D

Thank you choo.
although didnt really understood ur joke.
tot it would most probably be some kinda lame stuff.
budden. still glad dat eu sent ur wishes. =))

Thank you amy.
for being my friend for a really LONG time.
life would be so BORING w/o you in it. =D

Thank you Phy.
my dear fated friend. XD
glad that you appeared in my life. gees.

Thank you 402 guys.
although not really THAT close to u all.
budden was kinda touched when u all sang the song.

Thank you raymond.
for that LONG LONG msg that you sent.
hees. dun worry.
i wun worry myself too much with promos.
jus that de current me wld surely fail it. XD

Thank you jeremy.
for remembering my bdae. haha.
cant be sure if i rmbed urs. XD
shall check the calender now. haha.

Thank you yu han.
for the heart of wanting to celebrate for me.
deeply appreciate it.

Thank you papa & mummy.
for raising me up with love n care.
for being the BEST parents on the EARTH.

Thank you Gor n ur GF XD
[gor]would appreciate it even more if u didnt bully me dat MUCH.
[gf] happy that u wld always defend me. hees.
hope both of ya wld stay tgt foreva.

All in all.
thanks EVERYBODY.
no worries if i left ur name out.
it doesnt mean dat i 4got about u XD

ok now.
this shall be the LAST time of this year dat...
I'M EVER GNG TO WRITE SUCH MUSHY STUFF.
-__- cant really stand it myself.
haha. it jus doesnt suit me does it?
writing such rou ma things.
haha.

anyway, jus wanna reflect my feelings.
hees.
Takkire guys.

wad'sGONNAhappen?

konbawa minna-san~
Jos-san's here to RANT again.

so hmmm.
oh ya. GP project. -.-
it's so TROUBLESOME.

PW.
-____-
needless to say.
the WORST and most BO LIAO project ever.

PROMOS.
i HATE it.
but wad can i do?
hafta LOVE it and PASS it.
just to ensure that i can move on to JC 2.
n finally. OUTTA JC life. -.-

so wad else? hmmm.
it seems dat dere's no other things dat irritates me.
oh well. dat's good.

so. moving on.
tml have a gathering with de 402 ppl at red court.
bball again.
hais...
maybe i shd come to terms with it.
and maybe LIKE it?
since dat so many of my frens like it.
i'm not sure of the reason why thou.
kinda weird.oO
oh well. think most prob is cos i'm not an athletic person ba.
JUS LURVES IDLING IN MY HOME.
DOING NOTHING BUT DAYDREAMING/SLEEPING
not a bad ideal eh? hees.

*WAKES UP*
FACE reality gal.
it's an IMPOSSIBLE dream. -____-
kinda hard to SHATTER my own dream
but oh well.
trying hard to get used to it.

think they've smth up their sleeves tml.
if not yilin wun be so NAGGY to remind me TML MUST REACH BY 9
hais...

maybe a surprise?
maybe a prank?
maybe some touching moments?
maybe some irritating nonsense?
RAHH~
trying not to think too much.
i WUN BE AFFECTED BY ANYTHING

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!~
think i'm just going crazy.
ignore me.
i'll be fine a few moments later.

just some last comments.
YAMAPI is the most SHUAI n KAWAII guy!!
HAPPY (EARLY) BIRTHDAY TO ME~~

WUAKEKEKE.
takkaire guys.
try not to die during my bdae!! XDD jkjk. hees.

aHARDdecision

yea.
the person having a SUPER bad self-discipline.
is none other den jos-san. ME. -.-
cant stand myself sia.
gets tempted so easily.
RAHHH~
budden dat seems to be my nature.
cant change it sia.
so.. hais. jus live with it. hees.

although.
i know i'll be seriously dead for PROMOS if i dun study.
yea. i know.
it's different from pri n sec sch.
I KNOW!!
hais..
hafta bid gudbye to last min work lers.
wo zhen de hen she bu de eh.
LOL.
see?
i'm SLACKING RIGHT NOW.
YA. RIGHT NOW.
SPENDING THE TIME SUPPOSEDLY TO BE MEANT FOR STUDYING TO BLOG
ARGH!!~

maybe i hafta go see some psychiatrist
maybe dat'll help
maybe it's jus a waste of time
maybe....

-_______-
seriously wasting my time now.
hais...

somebody.
help.
CALL
ME
SCOLD
ME
ORDER
ME
TO
STUDY!!

hao ba.
shall psycho myself to start studying.
hope it'll work.
TEMPTATIONS! BEGONE!!
back to studies.
back to reality.
Takkaire guys.

anEMBARRASSINGmoment

heya!!~
today sch ended at 1140 ehh.
LOL. cos gng for de BMTC trip.
it's at pulau tekong.
so had to take a ferry dere.
hmmm. de ferry was. filled with air refreshener.
made me kinda dizzy lo.
esp when de ferry started to sway oso.
made me a lil seasick. hees.
budden in de end was so tired dat..
i fell asleep while waiting for de ferry to start moving.
it took a hell long of time to start sailing lo.

was kinda surprised when i reached dere.
it turned out to be much nicer looking den i tot it would be.
hees. it's kinda like a resort lo. haha.
had many presentations dere.
tried some of the army packet food where they'll take it out on field camps.
den did i realise de heaven-ness of my mum's food.
LOL.

more imptly, most of the officers looked KAWAII-NEH~
LOL. esp when we went to visit one of the bunks.
haha. got one shuai ge introducing de bunk stuff to us.
he's good looking de lo, with his features v prominently nice.
haha. furthermore....
HIS COMPLEXTION IS DARN GOOD LA!!~
cant understand why lo.
haha. bei super funny oso la.
found some chance to ask him qns ma.
den while chatting..

shuai ge: "why u all keep laughing? like i v funny liddat"
bei: "no la. cos ur complexion v good ma."

OMG la. cant believe bei said it out lo.
mus have made de shuai ge v embarrassed.
haha. in fact.
almost all of us dere felt v gan ga la.
laughed like mad lo. haha.

anyway. it's a nice experience. hees.
guys. be sure to enjoy urself dere!!~ hees.

hao ba.
hafta get back to dat DARN IRRITATING OP.
look forward to sept hols!!
or try to enjoy it. hees.

aNOLSTALGICfeeling

dun really know why.
just felt kinda sad whole watching the slideshow run.
brought smiles to me as they smiled.
will dere be anymore of such photos in the future?
cant say for certain.
but i definitely hope so.
now den did i realise the importance of photos..

oneGREATexperience

Ohayo~~
it's 12.30 now in de morn.
and jos-san here's to blog.
hees.

today. i mean SAT.
was a really packed day. XD
didnt even get the time to nap for a few mins

morn went for KAYAKING.
it was REALLY fun.
hees.
jus kinda sad dat bei didnt go.
hmmm.
oh well. we still have next year XD
it was really tiring.
tot my arm was gng to break
LOL. budden wooo~
it felt nice to be "floating" on de sea.
haha.
my partner was des.
she's a real pro kayaker. LOL.
yea. taught me lotsa things. hees.
hontoni ARIGATO neh~

next up...
NATSU MATSURI!!~
first of all.
.dere's a whole lot of shuai jap guys can.
LOLOLOL.
and really. it was PACKED.
haha. kinda hot too. although it was like drizzling.
wore my yukata dere. hees.
it took me like 1 WHOLE HR to wear it larh.
LOL. it was de first time i took such a long time to jus wear clothes lo.
zhen shi de.
LOL. budden it turned out to be okay.
hees. i'm glad abt it. XDD
was really reluctant to step outta my hse wearing la.
felt so embarrassed with it. haha.
budden under de attack of des and my mom.
which i dun even understand how come they're so close.
LOL. i finally stepped out. -.-
realy tough decision neh.
LOL.

AND I GOT TO SEE AMY IN A YUKATA!!~
LOLOLOL.
looked kinda sweet in it. hees.
really glad dat i went for it. hees.
cos after thinking abt it.
it might be de last outing for this year with our seniors.
n oh btw.
denise was real pretty XD

watched nobuta up till ep 5 today.
had a mixed feeling while watching it.
confused.
cant seem to catagorise the feeling i had while watching it.
it's something new.
dun even know why i had dat feeling.
oh well.
shall not think abt it too much.
hees.

Oya-sumi~ Minna-san~
Genki-janeh~

aRAREgathering

Finally....
the long awaited long holi.
is coming to an end. =.=
feel kinda sad. LOL.
kinda guilty too. XD
cuz i did nothing thruout de whole holi.XP

oh well.
at least i packed my room.
hees. ya.
jus piling everthing in one corner of my table.
XDD
it's hidden behind a shelf. hees.
so it looks kinda neat from the door.
MUAHAHAHAHA.

started watching Gokusen again.
after stopping for like hmmm.
a few months. LOL.
jus realised dat it's so nice. haha.
got one episode made me cry like hell.
my eyes got so swollen after it la.
hais.. look like housefly lo. haha.
u all should trying watching it. hees.
can see hanazawa rui in a "ah beng" form.
WUAKAKAKAKA. kinda ugly de lo. so diff from HYD la.

met up with my pri sch frens on sat.
realised dat everyone CHANGED a lot.
expected dat le. budden didnt expect it to be DAT much.
oh well.
at least some got a lil more handsome. XD
time really FLIES when we started chatting.
bu zhi bu jue jiu chat le 3 hrs ++ lo.
xia dao wo sia. haha
really missed them. hees.
although not much recollection as to wad happened in de past le.

today was my dear GRANDMA's bdae.
de cake was SOOOOO KAWAII-NEH.
haha.
it was a cartoon picture of my grandma.
hees. so ke ai lo. gagagaga.
took lotsa photo. hees.
really enjoyed de time spent with my cousins. XD
they're all so fun. (although they're working already.
haha. they're kinda childish at times. hees.
my dad's kinda HIGH today oso.
haha. keep ca jiao-ing my mom. haha.
he's like de comedian of the whole family la. LOLOL.

hao ba.
hafta sou shi xin qing and get down to work le.
if not shall nv finish de tasks today.
hees.
Takkaire huh.

happyHAPPY x))

hiies. XD
today was such a GREAT day.
wuakakaka.
got to watch 2 movies and had a swensen treat eh!!
LOLOLOL.
so happy today sia. hees.

first movie was with de 402 gals.
wooo~
u all ROCK man. XDDD
miss all of ya soooooo muchhhh~~
so glad to meet up with u all. hees.
missed all de days we had back den.
oh well. hees.
we'll be meeting up soon.
on Teachers' day ba.
hees.

anyway. "Secret" by Jay Chou.
was such a GREAT movie la.
cant believe it's his first work lo.
hais.
starting to be scared of him le.
he seems to be too talented at times.
haha. anyway.
IT'S A MUST WATCH OKAYY?
hees. seriously. it's good. =D

later, it was de treat by our dear maths teacher.
Mr Gan. it was a nice experience. haha.
as usual, he talked about how important intergration is...
LOL. dat's expected thou. hees.
but he treated 16 of us to 4 GIANT earthquakes eh.
LOL.
it must have been expensive huh.
in de end we even gave him a whole handful of coins lo.
so ke lian. LOL.
budden he managed to change it into dollar notes with de counter.
haha. it was kinda funny. XDDD

oh ya. den jus outside swensen.
dere's this shop dat sells hmmm...
misc thing? LOL.
well, it's more related to "sex" stuff thou. haha
den dere's this board game i tink.
dat's hmmm. kinda dirty? LOL.
it looked fun thou. haha.
considering of buying it to play during EOY chalet. XD

me bei van n gor wanted to watch ALONE de lo.
in de end cant find de cinema dat has it.
RAHH~ kinda sad. LOL.
budden in de end we watched Rush Hour 3~~
Wuakakaka. gor treated everyone lo.
using a credit card.
feel kinda hmmm. bad. LOL.
in any case, de movie was HILARIOUS.
haha. cant stand Chris Walker.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!~~

den we took taxi home lo.
cuz de last train DEPARTED le. =.=
it was kinda scary walking alone.
budden de worst thing was.
when i stepped into de lift.
den something super SCARY happened!!
de doors closed..
and i saw a COACHROACH!!~~~
OMG la.
tried my best to maintain my distance with it lo.
lucky it didnt walk towards me
i'll go berserk i tell u.
it's soooooooo KONG BU.
i immediately jumped outta de lift after it reached 17 la.
xia si wo le.

Last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIYING and JIA HAUR!!
hope u all enjoyed it today. XD
Takkaire guys.
cya soon. =DD