TIRED. hurting.

konbawa.
i'm so tired. so hungry. T_T
waiting for my wanton to be cooked. XD
ARGH. HUNGRY!!!
painful oso. ><
my right knee is like.
a huge patch of 黑青 T_T
hais... LOLOLOL.

today's training was LONG.
from 9 to ehhs. 5.
LOLOLOL.
finally mastered the both hands ferris wheel.
WHOOO~ haha.
jeremy came to help out.
HAHA.
budden he was kinda sian-ed.
hees. ps wor~ make u so wu liao. ><

luckily.
tml no more training lers!!~
HAHAHAHAHA XDDD
so happy sia. can rest a while more. X33

celebrating sylvia's bdae tml.
with bei and lapkan.
singing K again! LOLOL
seems to be the most frequent place outing this year.
HAHA.
but i love the lunch dere. XD it's nice. MUAHAHA.

fri got practise again. budden until 1 nia. XDD
after that is the LONG-AWAITED mahjong session.
HEES. so excited over it sia. XD
finally can see jie again. XD

sat's going for esther's church event. hees.
well. so looking forward to see her again. XDD
she's GONNA DANCE OSO!!!
haha. must go wor. HEES.
lets make it an outing. XD

sun's another outing day. HAHA.
gng out to watch HERO with bei and jeremy.
oh man. hope my money would be enough. ><

I WANNA WATCH ENCHANTED!!!
anyone to jio me go watch? HAHAHA.
the show looks funny. HAHA.
at least the trailer. LOL.

oh yea!!
my food's READY. MUAHAHA.
dun get too 羡慕 wor. XD
hao ba. wanna go enjoy my meal lers.
hees.
and 顺便擦跌打酒 again. ><

Takkaire wor. XD

ARGH. enjoybutpainful.

hiies. XD minna-san.
had another fancy drill training today.
it was hmmm. fun. XD
budden...
my leg muscles were hurting like siao. ><
the aftermath of yst's training.
and also, the consequence of not excercising. HAHAHA.
it was really 酸痛. the 2nd worst i ever had.
RAHHHH~
害到我today walk like penguin lorhs.
zhen shi de. cant even walk properly. LOL.

took 87 to bedok.
so sat on de bus for arnd 1 hr.
den i cldnt stand up. HAHAHA.
forced myself to stand up.
and the pain was 恐怖.
ever since dat, i stood whenever i can.
尽量 dun sit down. HAHAHA.
cos sitting down is a torture.
and standing up after dat was even WORSE. LOL.

finally. learnt double ferris.
hees. was like. SUDDENLY i know. HAHA.
kinda weird. hees.
budden now hafta practise it using left hand. =.=
didnt knee down today at all.
i cant even go halfway down. HAHAHA.
jus stopped after bending a lil. den stood up liaos. LOL.

tml's gonna be a full day training. from 9 to dunno wad time.
hais.. hope the pain will go off by tml. ><
going to 擦跌打酒 like mad today. X33
my right hand got blueblack lers.
sadded. it's painful der los.
doing the left-handed ferris wheel.
den the rod jus "PIAK" onto the palm.
and de bony der jiu 黑青 liaos.
hais... PAIN PAIN PAIN~~ LOL.
sylvia oso got one. XDDD HAHAHAHAHA.

budden it was fun afterall. XD
hope the effects look nice. ><
if not jiu 白练 lers.
HAHAHA.

gonna ask my mom help me 擦跌打酒 lers.
hees.
Takkiare. XD

ACHING. body and heart.

my whole body's aching.
erm. ok. not WHOLE body.
but mainly the legs.
RAHHHHS.. all cos of the cosplay performance.
so sian diao.
learning fancy drill now.
tot it would be easy lorhs.
hais..

my knee's scrapped.
it hurts lo.
budden not as bad as sylvia's, which was bleeding.
so jia lat lo. hais...
think i produced a lota 噪音 today.
keep dropping the rod.
RAHHHS~ dun think can ever perfect dat ferris wheel thingy.
it's jus so darn difficult. =.=

today.
my 亲爱 de handphone pouch SPOILED again.
ARGH... i last time 好不容易 revived it lo.
now certified dead liaos. HAHAHA.
cos the whole stretch of zip is like.
almost being ripped out by me. -.- HAHAHA.
i was trying to 拯救它 budden too bad. it cldnt survive my handling. LOLOLOL. XD

i shall go buy another one tml.
HEES.
ARGH!!!~ tml got traning for it again.
hais...
i wanted to practise at home der lorhs.
in de end i cldnt really rmb wad i learnt.
HAHAHA. so 放弃！LOLOLOLOL.
tml den refresh memory again. HEES.

read finish SDK book 30 liaos.
so fast lo.
tot i cld like read it over the week.
seems impossible. HAHAHA.
ADDICTED. sian. -.-

thinking of changing my blogskin again.
HAIS... so boring nowadays.
dun have de mood to do hw oso. -.-
SLACKING!!~ my best hobby of all time. XD

shall go finish my 绝代双骄 book 2. XDD
Takkire. X33

nothingtoWATCHnow

hey heys!!
sure got miss me ba. HAHAHA
lao shi shuo. i'm kinda lazy to blog. HAHA
budden since nothing to do.
so come post a while. hees

watched finish shui yue feng yun lers.
this show IS NICE DER lo.
once again.
LIN FENG IS SHUAI DER.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
nice story plot too. XD
liu song ren, deng cui wen and miao qiao wei is all shi li pai yan yuan
HAHA. all so pro der lorhs

watched finish huan huan ai oso lers.
HAHAHA. hmmm.
dunno ehs. maybe cos of shui yue feng yun ba.
think that this show is ok only.
dun really have much climax
budden one thing for sure.
this show is super tian mi der.
HAHAHA.
initially felt that he jun xiang this time more shuai
cos when he smile arh. REALLY cute nehs~ HAHA
budden in de end still find wang chuan yi more handsome. hees

well well.
des's now in beijing.
sure leng si ta. HAHA.
me n bei went to send her off at airport.
so WOKE UP AT 5 in de morning lorhs. HAHA
gan dong ba. XDDD slept at 1am ehs. HAHA
den suddenly realise i now cannot tahan 4 hrs of sleep only lers.
HAHA. dunno shi hao or huai lo.

den arh. me n bei tgt sure stupid stuffs happen again
we were like. LOST in airport. LOLOLOL
took 27 to airport.
den alighted.
den walked in the wrong direction and side. -.-
when we like. the day before dat jus walked from the entrance to the bus stop.
hais... tian arh. it's kinda xie men. HAHAHA
finally. went to the right entrance.
took the lift.
den found ourselves in a NO PASSENGERS AIRPORT. -.-
only workers.
ARGH. we landed ourselves in TERMINAL 3.
den..... couldnt find our way out to T2.
in de end asked a cleaner.
SIAN SIA.
it was so malu can. LOLOLOLOL.
finally. we got to T2!!! saw lotsa lotsa people. HAHA.
den i was relieved. LOLOLOL. finally got to our destination sia.
hees. saw des off successfully.
and had our MAC breakfast!! hees.

oh lastly.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! YILIN. HEES.
hao la. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY. hees.
stay happy and chio always wor~ hees.
my ke ai de lao gong. XDD
must treat me better arhs XD

hao ba.
gtg sleep lers.
hees. my eye's tired of the crying for huan huan ai's last ep. XD
niites. =D

REGRETTED.

regretting.
regretted.

ARGH.
the worse mistake of my life.
going out with my mom today.
OMG OMG OMG.
can i turn back the time?
T_T

argh.
hypnosis doesnt work.
WHY WHY????
why doesnt it work?
die die.
trying to hypnotise myself.
but it jus wont work.
sian diao.

dun think i'll be able to have a nice sleep tonight.
I'M SO SURE TO HAVE A NIGHTMARE.
thinking of ways to solve it.
but none seems to be feasible.
ARGH. so troubled.
*cries*

AHHHHHHHH~~~~~
i'm going crazy.

ok. chen wo hai qing xing.

To Jeremy: Happy Birthday wor~~ HEES. officially 17 liaos. HAHAHA. stay cheerful always. XD

To Des: hey heys. sorry for that comment in the tagging test. was jus trying to joke. dun take it too serious kayys? ARGH. treat you to soya bean some time. or Coke oso can. XD hees. dun feel insulted wor~~ >< Shall sing u GOMEN NE juliet sometime. X3

okok. now back to being crazy.
ARGH. cant believe i so ai mei sia.
sian diao.
SUAN LER.
I SHALL FACE ALL THE CONSEQUENCES.
MUAHAHA.
tan he rong yi. -.-

let me jus hide in one corner to zhong mo gu. or draw circles. wadever.

*tsk tsk. how was the date? HEES. u know who i'm talking abt. XDDD

Takkaire anyway. HEES. niites.

DRUNK.

weeeee~
today. met up with bei in de morn.
hais...
dunno wad's happening to me sia.
consecutive 3 DAYS zhun zhun 4.30am will wake up ders.
RAHH~~
of cos i will continue sleeping. HAHAHAHA.

drank Breezer at arnd 12.
den drank HOOCH at arnd 3.
HEES.
I'M NOT DRUNK OKAYS.
budden arh.
hmmmmm.. felt like vomiting while going to Heartland mall.
hais.. mao leng han oso lorhs.
maybe cos of the alcohol?
HAHAHAHAHA.
went home SLEEP until so shuang sia. HEES.

NOW AT AMY'S house.
HEES.
doing nothing lorhs.
drinking hmmm. pomegranate[?]
hahaha. tastes a lil weird. LOLOLOLOL.

so excited sia. XD tml gng to Des's hse to do my costume.
HAHAHAHA. wonder how my costume will turn out. HEES.
ARGH ARGH.
so sian now.
nothing to blog. -.-
LALALALALALA~~~
rushing AMY to finish reading Samurai Deeper Kyo.
HAHAHA.
我好闷哦.
好闷好闷好闷.
RAHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

suan lers.
dunno wad to write liaos.
TAKKAIRE.

LOVEproblems. fashion.

HAHAHAHA.
by the SINCERE request of my LOVER, bei.
i'm here to post. hees.
and coincidentaly. this is my 111th post.
hees.

hao de.
nothing much to post la. actually.
so main thing is yst's clique outing lorhs.
HAHAHAHA.
hmmmm...
i think i was kinda sian diao initially.
dun really know the reason why.
maybe i was tired? HMMMMMM. i dun think so.
think it's cos of the LONG LONG bus ride ba.
so LONELY lorhs. no one to pei me.
den i sit until i yao suan bei tong der.
hais... so ke lian. POOR ME. T_T

main highlight: BBQ steamboat at marina bay yst.
hees. the food was. hmmm. ok only.
think it was cos of the atmosphere dat made it nice.
well well.
yu han didnt really eat anything.
SERIOUSLY. i never saw him eating much.
hmmmmm. REALLY abnormal for a guy.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

played truth or dare.
in fact it was more like truth or truth initially.
den ppl got bored.
and changed to dare or dare. HAHAHAHA
well. i was hmm kinda lucky?
well only initially. HEES, tio twice later. hais.. sadded.
bei was like. hmmmm.
didnt tio any.
budden de dares seems to like always include her. HAHAHA.

ray was kinda ke lian yst.
well. it started cos of SOMEONE lorhs.
YES! it's YOU! HAHAHAHA.
well well.
if u dun wish to say it den dun.
cos when u relent.
and start to give ppl hints.
they'll bother u even more. HAHAHAHA.
so yea. LOLOL. dun be soft hearted next time. =D

well well.
bei's NO FRINGE photo seemed to have caused quite a huge commotion yst.
LOLOLOLOL. well.
COS U KEPT INSITING THAT PPL CANT SEE.
so PPL YUE YAO KAN. haha.
wise up gal!!!
my lover cant be so er-hm. SLOW der.

love problems seems to be like.
ARGH. floating everywhere in the air.
ESP in the class now.
yea yea. like a FASHION right now.
and our star.. ta-da.
is my LOVER!! T_T
jing zhen li so qiang sia.
I WILL NOT LOSE!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
well well. bei's now the ban hua. HAHAHA.
well. dang zhi wu kui la.
HEES. REALLY COMPETITIVE wor~
BUT I WILL WIN. WUAKAKAKAKAKAKA.

so yea.
i probably the most mei zi ge to say anything la.
budden... argh.
anyways. jia you ba~ HEES.
if love was so easy.
it wld not have been used as a theme for so many korean shows liaos.
HAHAHAHAHA.
NO LINK. -.-

ok anyway.
jus cheer up guys!!~
hees.
Takkaire. X33

ok. theTAGGINGtest.

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

1. MONEY? as in. CASH. HAHAHAHAHA. i'm so xian shi.
2. marry one rich guy. that loves me too. X333 somehow links to the first wish. XD
3. eh-to. my mom will never throw my xiao pillow away? LOLOL. i really wish for it.
4. MY BROTHER WILL DOTE ON ME MORE. oh man. prays prays.
5. ARGH. birthday presents almost EVERYDAY? HAHA. all my wishes so fu qian der. XD

Answer the following questions:

1. The person/people who tagged you is/are?

(i) Bei
(ii) Wei Siong
(iii) Boon Wei
(iv) Jeremy

2. Your relationship with him/her is… she’s my…

(i) my sec n JC fren. ehh.. lover? HAHAHA
(ii) my lover's son. hmmm. so that makes him kind of like my son oso? X_X omg.
(iii) MAGIC club president. fren oso. XDD
(iv) JC fren. XD Manga lover too.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you…

(i) hmmm. to bear me a son? LOLOLOL. oh man. i'm gonna get killed. I CANT RMB!!! T_T
(ii) is it me? or is it him? HMMMM. cos dere seems to be nothing that he did for me.
(iii) shd be the balloon flower ba. hees. although it was kind of leh jeh. HEES.
(iv) buying two books of Samurai Deeper Kyo for me. XD thanks.

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you…

(i) I LOVE U!!!
(ii) btw did i suan u?? how come no memory of it?? i mean seriously...
(iii) i dun think dere is any. HEES. so PAISEH.
(iv) Chat leh.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she will…

(i) she's already mine. X33 ask me if i miss her more often? LOLOL.
(ii) hmmm. be too shy to even hold my hand. XDDD
(iii) nag at me more often? HAHAHA. didnt mean anything evil. XD
(iv) be traumatised by the fact of it.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be…

(i) BE MORE DARING TO SHOW UR LOVE TO ME!!!!! X33333
(ii) come on! have more courage!! hees. dun get SHY so easily.
(iii) reduce on the nagging parts? be more decisive. =D
(iv) recover from the trauma quickly

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will…

(i) win her back to be my lover. XD with my love of cos.
(ii) jus leave him be.
(iii) boycott MAGIC. MUAHAHAHAHA.
(iv) tell him that he's fan.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be…

(i) i bao er nai. LOLOLOL.
(ii) cos i kept teasing him abt him being shy easily? HAHA
(iii) cos i stole the CLUB FUND.
(iv) cos i dao-ed him twice

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is…

(i) celebrate her bdae. XD
(ii) help him to be freed of his problems
(iii) help him make the EOY a success
(iv) help him gao qing chu wad exactly he wants

11. Your overall impression of him/her is…

(i) BLUR. GREAT in studies. pretty. stubborn. reliable
(ii) SMART. devoted. sometimes you dian... zi zhao ma fan.
(iii) xi xin. sensitive. leader-ly. sometimes... hmm. complains much. XD
(iv) friendly. xi xin. sociable.

12. How you think people around you feel about you?

fu qian. hua chi. joker. slacker. cute. XDDDD

13. The character that you love of yourself are…

i being optimistic. des say that's cos i didnt go through any da feng da lang. so can stay liddat. budden i like it. XD being simple in thinking. wont kill too much of my brain cells. so can live longer. MUAHAHAHA.

14. On the contrary, the character that you hate of yourself are…

being too hmmm. GREEDY. hees, cos that's wad always make my pockets full of HOLES. hais.. so ke lian der lorhs.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is…

YAMAPI. cos he's SHUAI and TI TIE!!! MUAHAHAHAHA. dat's for being most IDEAL. hees. jus a dream larh. A DREAM.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them…

I LOVE U GUYS TOO. XDDD but dun miss me too much kays? HAHAHAHA.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you…

1. Dede
2. Desireen
3. Vanessa
4. Ying Jie
5. Yilin
6. Raymond
7. Choo Min
8. Amy
9. Khia Peng
10. Lapkan

Who is No.6 having relationship with?

Hmmmm. i think he's songle right now.

Is No.9 a male or female?

Female.

If No.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

LOLOLOLOL. they dunno each other. BUT. it'll be FUN to see them together. XDDD both oso kinda hmmm. hand legs cant coordinate. HAHAHA

How about No.8 and 5?

eh. they're both females. and dunno each other. HEES.

What is No.2 studying about?

studying? Physics. Chem. CLL. Maths. GP. ART in de future? budden for now shd be half naked guys, shuai ges and comics ba. HAHAHAHAHA.

When was the last time you had a chat with No.3?

Yesterday. After our PW. hees.

What kind of music band does No.8 like?

MI LU BING. likes a range of music la. budden certainly not classical songs. XD

Does No.1 have any siblings ?

Yea. she has a JIE JIE. currently studying abroad.

How about No.7 ?

Yea. JIE JIE oso. hees.

Is No.4 single?

HAHAHAHA. YEA. she's single. MUAHAHAHA.

What is the surname of no.5?

HORSE. HAHAH [MA] hees.

What is the nickname of no.10?

hmmm. i dun think he has any.

What is the hobby of no.4?

reading comics. watching tv. going for MINDS. chatting on the phone. going for K.

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?

They dunno each other. but i think they SHD get along with each other well.

Where is no.2 studying at?

Temasek Junior College. maybe going off to hmm Laciell[?] next year.

Talk something casually about no.1?

MUACKSS!! hees. a really fun and fashionable girl. HAHAHA.

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?

HOHOHOHOHO. my mom says we're lesbians. so maybe developing towards THAT direction. HEES.




AHHHHH. FINALLY!!! omg. HAHAHA. DONE DONE!!!

bleahBLEAHandbleah

yo! minna san~
feeling well? hees.
today went to niu xhe shui.
hees. with MAGIC club ppl. MUAHAHA
it seems that only me n des managed to finish buying the stuffs we needed.
so EXCITED now sia.
den when i told my mom i'm doing a costume for myself.
she gave those kinda "sian diao" look. -.-
zhen shi de. LOL.

song han's gng to withdraw from the cosplay.
kinda sad lorhs. HAHAHAHA. wanna see him cosplaying as Horo Horo.
hees. think he's too shy?
HAHAHA.

went for movie with des and jeremy.
watched Star Dust.
GREAT movie. X33
kinda.. hmmm. touching? LOL. more of funny larhs.
always so anti climax.
HAHA. nice to watch thou. hees.

went to mac for dinner.
chatted lotsa stuff oso.
chatting abt how chim n abstract des is.
den how jeremy cant survive without interacting with ppl.
den oso. on how i degraded des when she talks to me.
hees. not really my fault can.
HAHAHAHAHA. i tian sheng jiu very fu qian der. HEES.
but i like myself being liddat.
thinking too much isnt good.
LOLOLOLOLOL. so THINK SIMPLE!!!!

oh ya ya. abt the wad tagging stuff. HAHAA.
seems kinda popular right now. HAHA.
i shall go try it later on. in a new post.

hao ba. gng to pei yang de mood to do that chao ji long test.
hees. Takkaire. X33

I'mALIVEokay?

heys!!
know a lot of u guys miss me lorhs.
MUAHAHAHA.
keep pressing me to update blog.
hees. i didnt know my blog was so popular. X333

well well.
OP ENDED TODAY!!!! hees.
so happy larhs. jus dat the 3 mods are like.
hmmm. so fierce.
HAHAHAHAHA.
den MR TONG came in halfway too!!
so sian diao sia. LOL.
oh ya. my QnA screwed up too.
hees.
argh... anything. dun wanna think abt it liaos.

watched HORROR movies with des kp n van today.
es n ray joined halfway. hees.
halfway through the first movie.
JU-ON 2. LOLOLOLOLOL.
laughed like mad when watching it. hees.
was like thinking.
OMG. wad if YAH MUI appeared on the screen. HAHAHAHA.
des was like. if it really appears.
den we'll all be dead. and i'll kill u first b4 we get killed by Kayako.
X33333 so FUNNY can. LOLOL.
cant stop laughing sia.

den watched SHUTTER. ok.
i mean. we watched it more SERIOUSLY. hahaha.
den dere was this scene where the guy keep running down a flight of stairs.
budden always stuck at storey 4
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
den i said, "hey des. isnt ur hse at the 4th storey???"
WUAKAKAKAKAKA. think i sounded evil. hees.
des was like looking at me with murderous intent. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
SO FUNNY!!!!! and oh ya. she scolded F*** hais...

den left only me kp van n ray to watch scary movie 3.
it totally made NO SENSE. -.-
hmmm. budden think JU-ON 2 was worse. HAHAHAHA.
it was funny thou. REALLY LAME. -.-

LOL. think everyone in my class finish OP liaos.
hees. so happy sia. MUAHAHAHAHA.
budden still have loads of HW to do. hais..

going chinatown tml.
for the MAGIC stuff.
so hafta send Boon Wei some stuff tonight.
hais.. so it means work again
LOLOLOL. really feel like slacking sia. HAHAHA.

now really looking forward to the nov 7 outing. hees.
morn having k with des they all.
den afternoon meeting up zy. hees.
bei n ws oso can join us early lorhs.
MUAHAHAHA. if not only for dinner. kinda saddening eh?
HEES.

ooh ya!!! the tags. hees.
Paiseh.
no need reply der la hors?
hees. i kinda lazy lorhs. HAHAHAHAHA.
hope tml wont spend too much $$ hees.

p.s. looking forward to a treat from des too!!! X333

Takkaire guys. hees.

pointofNORETURN

lalala~
currently.
i;m walking down on the road of no RETURN
i jus sent a msg to CO's pres.
telling her i'm gonna withdraw from performing in next year's concert.
current status:
in wait of her reply.
*although i dun really care wad she replies. i'm still not gng for practices*

this post was made possible.
cos of khia peng. hees. she wanted to read my posts so badly.
X333. gan dong neh~
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

thanks bei. dede. van. n khia peng.
XD
for helping make this decision today.
although it was like me who kind fo persuaded bei that i shd withdraw.
hees. she didnt agree with me initially.
in de end. i PERSUADED her to do so. X333
so actually it was khia peng who really enlightned me.
hees.
真不愧是最有远见的人。
LOLOLOLOL. thanks loads.
BEI oso of cos larh. haha. for supporting me. XD
if not i wouldnt have dat much the courage to do so. X33
THANKS DEDE OSO XDD
although u kept singing when i was typing the msg. XDDD it was kinda OFF TUNE. hees.

and oh ya.
spoilt my hp pouch today.
BUT U MANAGED TO FIX IT BACK OK?
I'M SUCH A GENIUS. I CANT STAND IT. X333
well well.
why did i spoil my pouch?
cos i felt so.... hmmm.. QI GEK when i came to know smth.
oh well.
coming to think of it, i was kinda childish. HAHA.
budden i was really qi lorhs.
hais.. nvm ba. hees.
I'M A VERY UNDERSTANDING PERSON.

today ws keep suan-ing me lorhs.
if it was the old me he would sure have died v jia lat-ly liaos
HAHAHAHAHA.
count him lucky. XD

went to buy a planner today at kino. XD
it was so ex lorhs. ><
17 bucks. LOLOL.
but it was CUTE. X333
WINNIE THE POOH. MUAHAHAHAHA.
wanted to buy ELMO ders.
budden it was the last one ler. den was kidna torn n tattered. LOL
oh well.
fan zheng it was nice. XD

i'm now so engaged in playing tetris. HEES.
my CHILDHOOD game. MUAHAHA
I'M STILL SO PRO IN IT. HEEES.

hao la. haha.
dede's finding me boring ler.
better go chat with her. hees.
buaiis. TAKKAIRE!!~

whatdeHELListhePROBLEM?

ok people.
i'm not trying to be like discrimating foreigners.
but seriously.
i dun understand the mentality of them.

almost everyone's bloging abt the issue.
some trying to nullify the whole tension.
some adding fuel to the tension.
well.
wad will i do?
i'm not very sure myself.
called dede few days back.
cos the stupid mic in my com wont work. -.-
she said that we shdnt give in to them.
cos they are being very communist right now.

most ridiculous thing i;ve ever heard.
afraid of children to such the extent that when asked u have to raise ur hand as if they're gng to break off?
oh man.
pls larh.
and of cos.
i know that sylvia's having a hard time too.
but seriously.
i'm kinda pissed off this time.
it's not because ur sitting on the fence.
but cos u said that you dun like kids too. -.-
yea i think u raised ur hands too right?
den why the hell did u even sign up for KIDSREAD?
DONT U HATE THEM?
now. pls. stop contradicting urself.
stop being so idealistic.
it'm impossible to make friends with everyone.
but be rest assured.
i wont be hating u.
jus a lil bothered by u.

yea.
so wad's the situation right now?
the class's SPLITING.
oh well.
split it all u want.
i'm already prepared not to commit myself to this class.
it's not like i'll die not talking to the PRCs.
i've lived for lile 15 years not talking to them
so it's not really tough for me.
IT'S EASY FOR ME TO TAKE PPL AS 透明 DE.
i'm NOT being unreasonable ok?
it's not that
"oh. cos the PRCs want to do SPCA. so i 故意 want to 唱反调。"
i'm jus pissed off because.
u all are FORCING ur WANTS on us.
its not FAIR.

this's gonna be a long post.
so be prepared.

ok now.
i shall drop the issue on the stupid class segregating stuff.
bei yst finally let go off the meaningless love.
well.
i'm seriously happy for her.
although i know it's still gng to take some time for her to recover.
at least.
U WILL RECOVER.
i'm sure of that. x))

and also.
pls stop thinking that u are v flippant.
u are NOT. ok?
cos u put in true love to each relationship.
and that makes u GREAT.
cos it's definitely tough for u to let go each and every one of it.
so yea.
BE STRONG!!
go build some muscles and ta-da.
a new you will be born. X33

well.
i'm now getting the hint that someone else likes her too. XDDD
yea. i'm kinda slow. T_T
cos it seems to me that des ray n ws all know abt it lers.
WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?
RAHHH~ oh well.
however. it seems to me that everything's repeating itself.
hais...
i'm not sure wad to do.
it's always at this point of time. why?
手心是肉，手背也是肉
it's gonna be impossible for u to let go of her now.
but.
ARGH. i want to stop this. eh-to.
"viscious cycle" of her love life.
ARGH~~
although i cant really make decisions for her.
jus to caution u.
if u really love her.
and she accepts u.
DUN EVER DARE TO LET HER DROP EVEN ONE TEAR.
i promise to 五马分尸 u.
cos u are MY FRIEND. and she's my BEST FRIEND.
i'll KILL u.

nevertheless.
i'll wish u good luck. XD

and oh yea!!
i found des's weakness!!!
ARHHHH~~~~
i cant help but laugh. X3333
such a cute weakness that she has. AHAHAHAHAHA.
ok larh. hees.
jus let me laugh again.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

suddenly.
i missed dede, mh, yj and yl.
ok larh.
mian qiang de. choo oso.
argh...
really wanna meet u all up soon
wanna rmb the times we had in that GREAT class.
and not this SHITTY class of mine now. -.-

ok?
oh ya.
get skype XDD
we'll talk online. hees.
takkaire den.

wad'sHAPPENING?

hey guys. XD
it's kinda late now lers.
but i just reached home. hees.
went to queensway again.
LOLOLOLOL.
to place order for the class tee.
OMGOMG. so happy lorhs
we FINALLY have one. XDDD

CIP was like.
supposed to bond the class tgt der lorhs.
budden it seemed to cause an even worse segregation in the class.
hais...
now that the china students formed the 鹤帮。
it seemed to have totally drew a clear line to separate them from us.
they seems to be like.
dont really like us.
but i dun really understand why
i dont think i did things that annoyed them?
hais.. maybe i did. i'm not very sure myself.
but i dont feel really good to stay in a class that's so separated.
this is the first time ever that i felt this DISUNITED.
ARGH. dere seems to be nothing i can do abt it thou.
shall not think too much.
hees. will cause me to age v quickly. XDDD

magic jacket.
really wanted one.
but it's so EX. 50 BUCKS eh!! can buy 10 comics lorhs.
HAHAHAHAHA.
hafta really consider if it's worth the $$ =X

had a really great talk with bei today.
it led me to understand lotsa things.
and also, people.
hees. really fortunate to have u as a friend. XDD
LURVE EUU. <33
XDDD
dont think abt it too much. =D
cos u can only think of me!!~ MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
jia you wor~
i'll zhi chi u in everything u do. X33

oh ya!!
today yvette so ke lian lorhs.
HAHAHA.
got bullied by a kid. hais..
suay sia. LOL.
we were like eating our dinner in the Queensway shopping mall.
den suddenly, a kid spitted on her. from the second story.
-.- IT'S SO DARN DISGUSTING CAN. OMG.
zhen shi mei jiao yang eh. dat kid.
den when khia peng found the kid and confronted his dad.
his dad was like.
oh. tell ur friend i'm sorry.
but dere's nothing much that i can do. -.-'''
HE DOESNT EVEN TRY TO GET HIS SON TO DAO QIAN LA.
tian arh.
how uncivilised s'poreans can be?
wo kuai feng le. HAHAHAHAHA

all in all.
yvette's jus plain SUAY. HAHAHA

hees
TAKKAIRE KAYS?
hahaha.
niites. X33

KAWAII-mummy

heya!!
LOL. so wu liao dao...
decided to post again. hees.
ever since i got my laptop.
i seemed to be so active in posting. HAHA
dat's good isnt it? hees.
actually supposed to be doing PW ders.
compiling the FAQ. hees.

today CO was hmm. fine.
was able to go for the GAMMA hse function for a while.
XDDD. still happy abt it. XD
the food was nice. HEES.
ESP WHEN DERE'S FISHBALLS.
MUAHAHAHA.
budden had to leave halfway through the movie
hais.. was a lil sad. the movie was so funny. XDDD

today was late again. hees.
took my dad's ride to sch. WUAKAKAKA.
cos he shun lu send my mom to work ma.
haha.
den my mom was like
"今天又是因爲不要跑步啊？"
LOLOLOLOL.
zhen shi de.
i have such a bad reputation mehs? HAHAHA

most funny thing today.
just happened not too long ago.
my mom came into my room to chat with me.
den...
my bro came back.

so my mom asked. "今天买的马票呢？"
den my bro handed her the 4D tickets.

"啊？没有全打啊？" means something like buying all the possible permuatations of the no. she bought.

den my bro: "har? 你有叫我全打meh? 又没有写在纸上。"

den my mom SCREAMED. "ARGH!!!!!!!!! 如果全打的话就中beh-sai了eh!! [the consolation i think]"

den... my dad arrives in my room too!! LOL. whole family sia. hees.
"什么事？大喊大叫的。"

"都是你女儿害的咯。不要早去学校，还我不能自己去买马票。现在不但没得拿$60，还得要还gorgor的钱。"

den i was like. "har? 又关我什么屁事？是你自己没有写清楚"

den she say.
"你啦。害到我要早起。然后就blurblur的。没有写清楚。"

i lame diao lo. LOL.
she continues.
"还好只是中beh-sai啊。不然的话就一粒PONG下去。"

LOL la. hahahahahaha.
laugh until i cannot lorhs
how come my mom so cute de?
HAHAHAHAHA
笑死我了。
WUAKAKAKAKA.

LURVES my mummy. <3333
Takkaire wor~
hees.
Sayonara.

comeON. RANTitout!

hiies!!
well well.
actually today didnt wanted to blog ders.
budden kan dao lapkan so bu kai xin.
so decided to hmmm.
help him fa xie in this blog post.
LOLOLOLOL.
zhen xiang bu dao he can be so sheng qi lorhs
he seems to be really unhappy abt Lib exco.
well.
i personally think that they have some probs too.
after listening to wad lapkan said.

ok now.
here's the post specially for LAPKAN.
hees. see i so good. MUAHAHAHA
anyways.
here's his rantings:

To those conflicting ppl

It is so bu yao lian lo for you all.
to keep smiling with each other n acting to be friendly
when at the same point backstabbing other ppl..
well..
its idiotic as much as I tink!
If u wanna hate or dislyk some1 so much tt u wanna kill him..
just shout at him or give him a punch or wadsoever la..
its so irritating to tok behind other ppl de back..
i dun care wad u all re thinking
but I find it no point to gossip all abt n later trying to be nice to some1..
n since now u make mi enter the battlefield I shall not be a pushover..
i m nt gotta sit dere n get scolded without reply..
i will make sure that I wun let u have a good time either..
i v seldom fa pi qi but let mi tell u tis time I m really serious
and I m not going to take a step back.
I appreciate those who try 2 defend mi..
i wun let myself lian lei u anymore liao..
i m gotta defend myself n put up my own stand.
Its pointless to be neutral in front of gossipers lyk u all so dun expect mi to be nice..

i m NOT slack I remind u again.
even if I m sometimes for some reason for not attending meetings I got my reasons..
not lyk no life ppl who keep thinking of other ppl’s fault n mistake.
All the things I do I feel no need to show it to u..
u have no right to keep interfering in my business anwe..
esp when u re nt doing a good job either..
so just shut your mouth and conc on ur own!
Only useless people keep putting a nose into other ppl de matter..
if since even she nv sae anything and she support mi..
u all have no right to say anything.
I oso nv interfere in ur business but u bu zhi xiu chi de disturb mi..
its UNFORGIVABLE..
wadever I do I dun haf to report to u all..
dun tink I m gotta listen to u lyk ur slave cos I m obviously.
If all of u wanna carry out,
I dun care but since u make mi enter the conflicts I shall not be a pushoever..
u all make mi flame for the 1st time of my life..
cos I hate troublemakers!!

---------ends------------

LOL. seriously sia.
u are really mad liaos.
haha.
budden NVM!!
i ZHI CHI u!!
MUAHAHAHA.
scold them or BITE them wadever u want
hees.
no need to gu zhe your xing xiang.
haha.
JIA YOU ba. XD
dun give up neh~ hees.
GAMBATEH!!!!

atleastEVERYTHING'Sover

konbanwa~
heh..
the previous two posts seemed to cause quite a commotion.
hees. pai sei wor. =X

well.
i was really pissed off yst larh.
cannot blame me.
and yea.
cried quite badly over it.
budden arh.
jus realised dat after crying...
i'm fine liao lers.
jus dat still a lil bu shuang when i see him.
RAHH~

we're gng to finish PW le lorhs.
now over this whole issue arh.
quite sure that the whole team had fallen apart liaos.
hais...
budden nvm larh. haha
since jus another 2 weeks everything would be over lers.
HAHAHAHAHA. so happy sia. XDD


today des and kp "scolded" him kinda badly.
surprisingly.
i didnt even say a word. HAHA.
well.
i didnt even bother to look him in the eyes lo.
makes me sick. -.-
hahaha.
i just kept my cool. XD
apparantly,
he decided not to say anything.
for wad reasons?
i dont even bother to want to know.
LOL. jus knowing that he's not gng to DO ANYTHING BAI CHI can le.

now arh.
des's so frustrated with yu cheng.
he seemed to have only sprained his ankle. not broke it.
phew. xia si wo le. LOL.
budden arh.
seriously.
i'm really wondering what's happening to him.
depression? it doesnt seem to be so eh.
ARGH. dun even know of he's gonna be present tml lorhs.
zhen shi de.
he always tells des dat he'll be in sch TML.
but that TML never arrives. HAHAHAHA.

went to queenstown jus now.
pei yvette, angelina kp n des to check out the prices for the class tee.
LOL. finally eh?
we're gng to have one!! haha.
not too late larh. still can wear it next year. hees.
den oso shun bian check for MAGIC's jacket.
the design aiysha did was SUPERB lorhs.
budden think it's gonna be a lil tough to have the whole design on the jacket.
hmmm. i'll try to find some ways to get it done. XD
the first shop we asked was like 50+ bucks lorhs.
seems to be a lil too ex liaos.
haha. the other one was better. maybe arnd 30-40bucks?
hmmm. budden the shop owner wasnt really sure if the design can be imprinted onto it.
ARGH~~
i really want it. ><

anyways.
suan le.
wanna go play mahjong n sing k with yj n yl sometime. XD
I MISS DEDE N MH OSO!!!
hais.. really want to see them soon. =D

i'll definitely make this wish come true.
deng zhe ba. XDDDD

Takkaire wors~~ =D

DAMN IT

damn it.
damn it.
damn it.
DAMN IT.

i cant help but keep crying la.
thinking abt all my efforts and time spent on it being lang fei diao.
JUST LIKE THAT.
read bei's blog le.
even further WORSENED my crying.
i feel so useless.
crying over it.

now i cant even go outside n enjoy my food.
sure kena laughing by my bro.
-.-
feel so qi gek now.
the most i can do is jus to force my tears back.
but it doesnt seem to be working.



WTH LA!!!
u had better pay me back my time and efforts.



ARGH!!~ QI SI WO LE.
YAO FENG LE.
make me so diu lian now.
U're THE WORST I"VE EVER SEEN
BASTARD.

iamsoSPEECHLESS

this is my 100th post.
and i'm so SAD to WASTE IT JUS LIKE THAT.
but right now.
ANGER's really BURNING within me.
你不仁就别怪我不义。
i seriously cannot understand how some people think.

TO ZHELUN:
yea yea. okok.
i dun really care if u REALLY mind dat MUCH abt us lying in PW.
tell teachers if u want.
but firstly.
i'm already sure that ms cai knew it all along that we're lying.
so what u're doing is REDUNDANT.
i'm not sure what caused u to be SO adamant about exposing our lie.
maybe it's the church that u jus went?
den u felt guilty all of a sudden?
I DUN CARE.
i only know that.
if ms cai decided to report us.
I CONFIRM THAT U WILL NOT HAVE AN EASY TIME IN SCHOOL ANYMORE.
this is a delcaration.
撕破脸了我也不管。
so what about ur so called righteousness.
i only know that what u did will cause all of our hard work to do down the drain.
AND I WILL NEVER FORGIVE U FOR THAT.
it's not that GRADE that i care about.
but all the late nights i have stayed up to do it.
all the hard work i've put in.
i can tell u RIGHT NOW.
if u still think that u did the most for the project.
i can be very de 不要脸 and tell u dat U ARE NOT.
BUT I AM ok?
at the very least.
DESIREEN KHIA PENG AND MAYBE EVEN YU CHENG DID MORE THAN WHAT U DID.
i'm seriously fuming now.
what u jus did.
jus made me feel that christians doesnt use their brain.
WHAT U DID.
IS VERY VERY SELFISH.
i do not mean the say that all christians are like that.
jus that SOME ARE.
and U ARE LIKE THAT.
defame? yea. maybe dat's wad i jus did.
but cant u jus THINK?
if u doesnt feel good abt lying.
i can understand.
cos not many will feel good abt it.
cant u jus feel remorseful and repent AFTER eveything ends?
everything's gonna end in jus 2 weeks time.
and u have to RUIN it NOW.
not earlier when we still have time to change.
but NOW. when everything cannnot be changed anymore.
when WR was already handed in.
do u think that confessing will change anything?
WHAT THE HELL ARE U ACTUALLY THINKING.
u this SELFISH BEING.

yea yea.
i maybe sued for this post.
but if i dun let it out.
我就对不起自己。
i will go crazy keeping it within my heart.
so.
jus be prepared.
even if everything turns out fine.
dont expect me to forgive u.

title? wakarenai.

yoYOyo~~
today.
was the long awaited gathering. hees.
so long nv see zhi ying le.
missed her so much sia. haha.
really had a great talk today. XDD

jeremy also with us today. haha.
brought his skates along. LOL.
budden didnt really had a chance to skate arnd.
so pai sei. haha
dun get too upset with ur results kayys?
at least u had 2 As. haha.
grats for it. =D

kept playing arcade today.
cos of van. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
insists that she wanna play para para.
den keep ngiao-ing me lorhs.
cant stand it sia. hahahaha.
in de end went to arcade 3 times lo.
she still never got the chance to play it.
LOLOLOLOLOLO.
cos of some pros down dere dat keeps playing. haha
hao ba.
next time pei u go play kayys? hees.
see i so good sia. MUAHAHAHA.

HAD AJISEN FOR DINNER TODAY!!!~
hees. so GAO XING lo. haha
LOVED AJISEN. haha.
Spicy miso ramen~ hees.
never tried eating it with so many people before.
haha. budden loved talking to the people at my table.
hees. had a really fun talk. XDD

gor talked until halfway suddenly yan jing fan lei.
said he had gastric pain.
budden dunno if it was b'cos we talked about his past.
hmmmm.
he's so secretive abt it lorhs.
budden really la.
haha. my da ge's a really good guy. MUAHAHA.
although i like to bicker with him a lot. hees.
fun marhs. MUAHAHA

oh yarh.
thanks zhi ying for insisting that me n van needs people escortion to get home.
den oso.
my da ge. who kept offering to send us home.
thanks jeremy too. XDD
LOLOLOLOLO.
pai sei hors. haha. keep rejecting ur good will. XPP
it was kinda diu lian lorhs.
LOLOLO.
make until we like really lu chi.
hahaha.
i didnt mi lu this time can.
haha. XDD
i managed to figure the road home. SOMEHOW. haha
budden the road home was kinda scary.
haha.
felt a lil scared while walking. hees.

anyways.
had a really fun time today.
thanks neh~ haha.
specially to zhi ying.
must enjoy urself in Shandong orh~ =DDD
hees.
oso. MUST bring souvenirs back hor. XDD
Takkaire of urself. :)

omgOMGomg!!

hey yo. MUAHAHA.
today.
i skipped PE.
i gu yi tell my mom dat i wanna go sch late.
cos i was tired.
from staying up to arnd 2 to do I&R.
den.
on the way dere.
saw the guys running along the same old route.
den my mom was like.
"chey. 我看你是不想跑步才要迟到的咯。"
i tio stunned.
yuan lai my mom UNDERSTOOD me so well sia. HAHAHA
den as usual. my dad started.
"再不运动就要变更肥了。"
and seriously.
i HATE this sentence man. -.-

bei today didnt come sch.
cos she yst practically didnt sleep at all.
so pei fu sia. haha.
ws oso stayed up. SURPRISINGLY lo. haha

oh ya. today yucheng sent us a sms.
he broke his ankle.
i seriously dunno how to react.
but my first instict reaction was like.
OMG.
he was sent to the hospital.
so think it was kinda serious.
i can imagine the pain la.
i was like. "OMG. it hurts." when i read the msg.
hahaha.
now we hafta change our script for the skit lers.
cos dun think yucheng's ankle will heal by OP.
hmmm. so now thinking of ways to let him act, while not needing him to walk.
see. i so ti tie lo. hahaha.

today's OP rehearsal was. hmmm.
ok lorhs. although i think i did better for this time.
I DIDNT USE CUECARDS LORHS.
muahaha. so proud of it sia. XD
presented in front of another grp doing Tesla.
was kinda nervous thou. scared of their qns.
in the end, they didnt ask any. (phew)
instead. the teacher asked.
he wanted either me or kp to volunteer lorhs.
i was like so reluctant la.
den kp almost volunteered herself....
when... des called my name. -.-
LOLOL. kinda like bei xian hai.
in the end i ans like shit lah.
zhen shi diu lian dao jia.

hais....
presented our skit in front of other for the first time today.
it was kinda good. jus dat i missed yucheng.
haha. kinda miss him for being the door.
he's so professional. HAHAHAHA.

bei today so shuang lo.
went for shopping. ><
den diu wo yi ge ren at sch. T_T
hais.. shop until so shuang le still complain no one help her hold things.
-.- zhuo ren yao zhi zu.
hahaha.
I SHALL GO SHOPPING SOMETIMES SOON!!
I SWEAR!! RAHH~~

hope yucheng can recover soon. =D
minna-san~
ALL THE BEST FOR PW!!~~ XDD
gambateh neh~
and oh ya.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. JAYMIE. <33

watashiwaZENZENwakarenai

k box!!
LOLO.
seemed to be gng to k box v frequent nowadays.
haha. cannot help it.
fell in love with my own voice.
MUAHAHA.

not many people went thou.
mainly was just to meet up with jeremy.
haha. wei siong came too. XD
haha. keep teasing him sia.
so farnie. HAHAHA.

des said she had quite a serious cough and flu.
but i dun really believe it sia.
still sing until so nice.
zhen shi qi ren.
yea. but she really does have a bad flu.
can ting de chu from her voice.
haha. budden she really sing well eh.
OMG. zhen shi wang chen mo ji. haha.

dat yu han so irritating.
keep laughing when i sing.
RAHH~
i'm not dere to entertain de can?
qi si wo le. zhen shi shou bu liao.

suddenly jus realised dat everyone can sing so well.
hais..
MUST GO PRACTICE liaos. hahaha.
esp jeremy lo.
although he cant biao the high notes.
budden still sing v well.
he n des la.
keep ba zhan-ing the MIC. RAHH~
ws was like so bored dere.
gomen neh~ hees.
hahaha. budden glad to see him again. XDD

dun wanna watch Tian Ji Suan liaos.
cos of my mom. -.-
zhen shi de. spoil everything sia.
told me dat my dear Chen Hao Min gonna be a bad guy.
sian lo.
dun wanna him be bad guy.
hais.. so dun wan watch liao.
if not later spoil his image la.
zhen shi de. =.=

anyways. jia you guys. XD
and bei.
dun worry so much.
everything will work out fine.

today bei wasnt really her normal self.
i shdnt be so duo guan xian shi la.
budden really lo.
hurts me to see her breaking down.
stunned so many ppl dere.
hais...
but really lo.
wad's wrong with her bf.
such a lame excuse oso can xiang de chu.
so drama la. sian.
hope bei can get over it soon.
and also. solve the whole problem.

funFUNfun!!

heyo~
today was kind fun. haha.
went to marina sq.
hees. went dere like only once b4 lo.
so decided to go there today. haha.
to guang guang.
with bei n yu han.
haha.

initially dun even know where to go lorhs.
jus met up at Sengkang int.
den jus hopped onto a train.
with no destination in mind.
LOLOLOL.
after long long discussion.
finally jue ding drop at dhouby.
haha.
den went to marina sq.
hees.

in the end didnt buy anything.
cos it felt kinda weird lorhs.
having a guy to follow u when shopping.
keep worrying dat he'll get bored.
haha.
so it was kinda gan ga. haha.
after dat he went to buy movie tics.
den me n bei shopped. haha.
only bei bought smth.
yea. a pencil box.
haha. finally. SHE BOUGHT ONE.

went to watch Brothers.
MIAO QIAO WEI GOT ACT EH!!
LOLOLO.
LOVE TO SEE HIM ACT LA.
haha.
cos he's super duper shuai can.
haha. so KEWL!!~
haha. going crazy liaos.
budden de show was kinda disturbing oso.
i was like writhing in pain la.
when seeing the characters in pain.
LOLOLOLO.
huang ri hua oso got act.
he's still as handsome as ever can. LOL.
it's a nice movie. haha.
although i dont really understand the ending. hees.

the finale of today's outing.
the TRIP TO GEYLANG.
hahaha.
sounds so shan gui.
haha. budden really eh.
da kai yen jie sia. haha
went to eat chong qing huo guo.
it's tasty. really. haha.
jus dat one of the soup base was kinda.
er-hem. SPICY. lol.
budden it's still nice. MUAHAHA.
LOVED THE SAUSAGE DERE.
haha.

yu han was really gentleman lo.
unlike some "others"
LOLOLO.
helped us to peel prawns.
even though he doesnt eat it.
it was kinda tang eh.
he seemed to have scalded his hand.
hais.. he can be kinda stubborn
haha. XDD

most funny thing is.
he brought us to go look look arnd geylang.
den saw really lotsa them lo.
haha. even saw one uncle asking price sia.
hahaha.

den took taxi home.
die lo. cant even ren lu.
haha. make the taxi uncle go circles. haha.
zhen shi pai sei. LOL.
in de end bei dropped first. -.-
hais..
so i was left with the job to FORCEFULLY MAKE YU HAN accept $$
hahahaha.
if not feel so bad sia.
he's so scary la. dun wan accept the $$.
haha.
in the end jus drop the $$ at his seat.
den say bye.
den got off the car le.
LOLOLOLOL.

anyways.
it was fun today.
haha.
Takkiare neh~

iamSUPERhuman

hey people.
i'm fine now.
really.
hahaha. fast eh?
cos i'm super. MUAHAHAHA

eating sweet things really cheers people up.
come to think of it.
i've been eating quite many chocs nowadays.
haha.
eating FROSTIES now.
feel so high.
haha.

chatting on MSN with ray bei n van.
abt the welfare board.
decided to use anime series as the styles.
MUAHAHAHA.
my FORTE. hahahaha.
yea. we left daryl out of the discussion.
in the end hai dao ray got blasted by him.
feel kinda bad for him.
cos it's like our fault la.
for gu yi dun inform him.

well.
ray's now having a conv with him
telling him about why we keep excluding him
i really jus feel like calling him and blasting at him la.
although there's a high chance that i'll get blasted too.
feeling so pissed off now.
wanna tan pai with him de.
in de end ray says that things will get ugly.
so he's gonna be the mediator n call him.
so sian la.

he's trying hard to change.
but i cant see it.
maybe it's cos i'm already too biased against him
ok. take it that he's trying hard to change.
but if he doesnt do drastic things to SHOW that he've changed.
nothing will change.
hope that he'll take a better turn next year.
if not,
not only he will be the one suffering.
we will be suffering too.

iamWEIRD

this is so irritating.
i'm getting so irritated.
by school. -.-
why cant they just let us off?
RAHH~
i just wanna concentrate on PW.
although i HATE it.
but it's at least better den having lessons.

shuo dao lessons.
reminds me of yesterday's chem lec.
die le.
sure going to get scolded by mr tan liaos.
cos practically the whole class skipped the lec.
den suay suay they took attendance.
only ONE in the whole class went la.
sian. it would not have been dat bad if none went.
LOLOLOLOL.

i was kinda weird today.
high le den got kinda depressed.
den high again.
den depress again.
weird hur. LOL. i cant help me.
i aint myself these few days.

beside me.
there's this thing called AMINO ACID TUT.
wad the hell is dat?
i'm not too sure myself.
but i know i have to finish it.
if not tml's scolding sure worst.
hais.. zhen shi de.

one good news.
that is.
DES gonna stay in TJ!!
omg. so happy la. haha.
she was swayed by her CLL results. haha.
CLL wan sui!! haha.
budden it's only a temp stay.
only until when she's being accepted by NACEL(?) LOL
i'm fine with dat.
cos at least she's pursuing her dream.
hees.
jus plain happy cos she's still dere to fa hua chi with me.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

i'm lots better now.
just that i'm still unable to face myself.
unable to honestly ans qns like "are u feeling better?"
i'm not used to having so many people concerning abt me.
i'm only used to concern about ppl.
my life had been too smooth sailing.
so smooth to the point that..
i knew i wont be able to handle any obstacles in the future.
like now.
i'm such a failure..

worried. yes. iDOhavetimeslikethat

really not in the mood now to be happy n high.
in actual fact.
i'm not really happy right now.
i'm unable to laugh like i have always wanted.
always trying to show people that i'm cheerful always.
but i'm still a human.
and human do have times when they are weak.

and yes.
right now.
i'm worried for my promos.
it's kinda late now.
since i've already gotten back my results.
it's too late to have any regrets.
but the problem now is.
i'm not being regretful.
i just dunno how to face myself.
jus confused with the FIRST ever worried feeling that i had.
this is the VERY FIRST TIME..
that i became worried with my results.
FIRST TIME. in 17 years.
things have always worked out smoothly for me.
maybe thats the reason why i'm confused.

i am not worried about unable to promote.
since there's this very wonderful thing called Poly in s'pore
maybe this is stress?
i'm not very sure of it myself.
being surrounded by people who get all those great grades.
made me feel THIS inferior to them.
i'm CERTAINLY ashamed of myself.
blaming others for the own mistake i made.
i'm being so disgraceful now.
it's so disgusting to know myself being such a lousy person.

i feel so BAD towards my parents.
somehow.
i feel that i'm responsible for getting goood grades.
but with the kind of grades now.
i'm sure they are going to get SO DISSAPOINTED WITH ME.
it seems that i've been taking good grades for granted.
this promo have certainly woke me up from this dream.
it maybe a lil too late now..
wonder why tears kept flowing out.
cant seem to be able to stop it.
i'm feeling so disgusted by myself.

this post is only meant for me to speak up my thoughts.
dont tell me to be not worried.
cos it's impossible.
dont show any care or concern.
cos with my state of mind now,
i'll probably take it as being hypocritic.
i dont wish to spoil the image of the real u in my mind.
so, pls understand.
i'll be fine very SOON.
i promise.
so act as nothing happened.
act as u have never read this post.
i'll deeply sppreciate it.
Thanks for those who tries to console me.
although it's a lil futile.
but still. thanks for your kind thoughts.
i need to calm down for now. ALONE.

Takkaire guys.

i'mFORreal

=_____=
i'm so pissed of right now.
i just typed a whole load of mushy stuff.
to encourage des and kp.
in the end, dunno wad i pressed.
deleted the whole thing.
and i cant get it back.
-.-

so anyway.
i'm going to keep it short.
just the main point.
that is...
DUN EVER GIVE UP ON YOURSELF
cos it's not in anyway beneficial to you.
or to others who have been trying hard to stand by your side.
it is only a cowardly way of avoiding problems

in any case.
if u all are really bent on withdrawing,
i'll definitely stand by u.
cos i'm sure that we are all be able to decide what's best for us.
and we have no position to decide for others.
we can only believe and support them.
we eventually have to decide on how we are going to live our own life.

it's not a shame to rely on others when u need it.
and it's unfair to think that no one can help u.
everyone will be able to help in their own way.
cheer you up with super lame jokes.
lend you a shoulder to cry on.
lend you their ears to hear your rantings.
lend you their stomach to go on an eating spree with u.
just look around,
and we'll always able to find people who are reaching their hands out for u.

although i may be living in a different world with u all.
but at least i'm sure that i'm always willing to help u out.
when you are tired.
when you are stressed.
when you are sad.

so yea ok?
i'm always available.
no boyfriend. [that's kinda sad thou.]
so available 24/7
dun worry about waking me up in a middle of the sleep.
that is IF i am able to wake up for that call.
LOL. no worries. XD

so yea.
feeling lost is part and parcel of life.
just find people who will stand by u and get you back on track.
everything's gonna be fine. =D
i maybe a lil to mushy.
but that's alright. XD
so ya.
Takkaire neh~

ENDofEXAMS!! sadORhappy?

hiies!! minna-san.
long time no see eh?
haha.
cos jose san was busy studying for the DEAR PROMOS.
yea. i did ok.
although still kinda slack.
BUDDEN I DID STUDY FOR IT!!

however.
i really dun have MUCH confidence in it.
hais..
i SHOULD be able to pass la.
according to my senior.
who's like say HOW IMPOSSIBLE it is to FAIL it.
oh well~ people just DO right. yea. PEOPLE DO.
okayys. no hidden meaning in it.
I AM HARMLESS.

well..
to be truthful.
i'm not THAT happy as i thought i would BE after promos.
cos there's still dat DARN useless PW thinggy going on.
-_______-
WO SHOU GOU LE!!
being burdened by it for like almost a year now.
so tiring la.
losing interest~~ haha

paradise will only start when OP ends.
announcing an END to the whole PW stuff.
wuakakakaka.
i'll go bonkers after that. LOL.
looking forward to that day neh~
hees. it's SOON already. few more weeks to suffer.
den we shall all be released!!~ haha.

Oh ya. today was like crapping in room 420 with van, des and bei.
ALTHOUGH we WERE supposed to be doing our PW. haha.
budden it's like right after 1230,
MORE den HALF of the class is GONE la. haha. do oso no point.
in de end, we started talking about Vampire Knight.
like how it's being so sensual and giving ppl the wrong idea.
haha. and oso how shuai the characters are.
haha.
IN DE END......
I REALISE THAT I LIKE KANAME MORE.
haha. i was like bothered by that qn for dunno how long la.
keep thinking who exactly do i like more.
haha.
lame eh? no choice. haha.

finally.
i finished my EoM.
finished with the troublesome CITATIONS.
zhen shi de.
so ma fan la. fan si ren le.
haha. budden at least i finished it. hees.
oh ya.
Thanks jia haur for helping me print it. XD
i know mine's kinda much. haha. Hontoni Arigato neh.
haha.
Jia you with your eom ba. hees.

Hafta go for my beauty sleep le.
hees. Takkaire guys.
We shall play till we drop after PW ends.
Look forward to it ba. XD

jusaSTRESSEDOUTpost

NANDE! NANDE! NANDE!
wei shen me!
wei shen me!
wei shen me!
WHY? WHY? WHY?
OMG! OMG! OMG!
I'M DYING!
I'M DYING!
I'M DYING!
ARGH!!~
FAN SI REN LE.
ZHEN DE SHI FAN SI REN LE.

how come i jus cant seem to finish everything?
SO MANY TASKS.
TOO LITTLE TIME.
now it's dat damned cha guan.
RAHH~~
REALLY FEEL LIKE NOT GOING TO SCH TML SIA.
never felt so stressed out for studies before.
A LIL MEANINGLESS FOR SUCH A PATHETIC LIFE.

phew~
vented out some of my frustrations.
so hafta carry on with my cha guan for now.

WELCOME TO REALITY.
CARRY WITH LIFE.
NO MATTER HOW SUCKY IT MAY BE.

aHEARTFELTgratitude

minna-san~
hontoni ARIGATO-neh!!~
*bows 90 degree*

Thank you dede.
for treating me to Ajisen.
although u splashed some of ur TOM YAM soup onto me.
x)) also, for the nice useful prezzie.

Thank you ying jie.
for sacrificing ur tuition time to cele for me.
for the CAKE too. XDD

Thank you yilin.
for making the effort to celebrate for me.
dun worry too much abt our class.
it's good as it is now. =D

Thank you bei.
for ur effort to in making today's celebration a memorable one.
jus like you.
i'm glad to have you in TJ too. XD
life wouldnt be so easy w/o eu.

Thank you ming hui.
for the msg dat u sent me.
it really brightened up my day. hees. :D

Thank you choo.
although didnt really understood ur joke.
tot it would most probably be some kinda lame stuff.
budden. still glad dat eu sent ur wishes. =))

Thank you amy.
for being my friend for a really LONG time.
life would be so BORING w/o you in it. =D

Thank you Phy.
my dear fated friend. XD
glad that you appeared in my life. gees.

Thank you 402 guys.
although not really THAT close to u all.
budden was kinda touched when u all sang the song.

Thank you raymond.
for that LONG LONG msg that you sent.
hees. dun worry.
i wun worry myself too much with promos.
jus that de current me wld surely fail it. XD

Thank you jeremy.
for remembering my bdae. haha.
cant be sure if i rmbed urs. XD
shall check the calender now. haha.

Thank you yu han.
for the heart of wanting to celebrate for me.
deeply appreciate it.

Thank you papa & mummy.
for raising me up with love n care.
for being the BEST parents on the EARTH.

Thank you Gor n ur GF XD
[gor]would appreciate it even more if u didnt bully me dat MUCH.
[gf] happy that u wld always defend me. hees.
hope both of ya wld stay tgt foreva.

All in all.
thanks EVERYBODY.
no worries if i left ur name out.
it doesnt mean dat i 4got about u XD

ok now.
this shall be the LAST time of this year dat...
I'M EVER GNG TO WRITE SUCH MUSHY STUFF.
-__- cant really stand it myself.
haha. it jus doesnt suit me does it?
writing such rou ma things.
haha.

anyway, jus wanna reflect my feelings.
hees.
Takkire guys.

wad'sGONNAhappen?

konbawa minna-san~
Jos-san's here to RANT again.

so hmmm.
oh ya. GP project. -.-
it's so TROUBLESOME.

PW.
-____-
needless to say.
the WORST and most BO LIAO project ever.

PROMOS.
i HATE it.
but wad can i do?
hafta LOVE it and PASS it.
just to ensure that i can move on to JC 2.
n finally. OUTTA JC life. -.-

so wad else? hmmm.
it seems dat dere's no other things dat irritates me.
oh well. dat's good.

so. moving on.
tml have a gathering with de 402 ppl at red court.
bball again.
hais...
maybe i shd come to terms with it.
and maybe LIKE it?
since dat so many of my frens like it.
i'm not sure of the reason why thou.
kinda weird.oO
oh well. think most prob is cos i'm not an athletic person ba.
JUS LURVES IDLING IN MY HOME.
DOING NOTHING BUT DAYDREAMING/SLEEPING
not a bad ideal eh? hees.

*WAKES UP*
FACE reality gal.
it's an IMPOSSIBLE dream. -____-
kinda hard to SHATTER my own dream
but oh well.
trying hard to get used to it.

think they've smth up their sleeves tml.
if not yilin wun be so NAGGY to remind me TML MUST REACH BY 9
hais...

maybe a surprise?
maybe a prank?
maybe some touching moments?
maybe some irritating nonsense?
RAHH~
trying not to think too much.
i WUN BE AFFECTED BY ANYTHING

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!~
think i'm just going crazy.
ignore me.
i'll be fine a few moments later.

just some last comments.
YAMAPI is the most SHUAI n KAWAII guy!!
HAPPY (EARLY) BIRTHDAY TO ME~~

WUAKEKEKE.
takkaire guys.
try not to die during my bdae!! XDD jkjk. hees.

aHARDdecision

yea.
the person having a SUPER bad self-discipline.
is none other den jos-san. ME. -.-
cant stand myself sia.
gets tempted so easily.
RAHHH~
budden dat seems to be my nature.
cant change it sia.
so.. hais. jus live with it. hees.

although.
i know i'll be seriously dead for PROMOS if i dun study.
yea. i know.
it's different from pri n sec sch.
I KNOW!!
hais..
hafta bid gudbye to last min work lers.
wo zhen de hen she bu de eh.
LOL.
see?
i'm SLACKING RIGHT NOW.
YA. RIGHT NOW.
SPENDING THE TIME SUPPOSEDLY TO BE MEANT FOR STUDYING TO BLOG
ARGH!!~

maybe i hafta go see some psychiatrist
maybe dat'll help
maybe it's jus a waste of time
maybe....

-_______-
seriously wasting my time now.
hais...

somebody.
help.
CALL
ME
SCOLD
ME
ORDER
ME
TO
STUDY!!

hao ba.
shall psycho myself to start studying.
hope it'll work.
TEMPTATIONS! BEGONE!!
back to studies.
back to reality.
Takkaire guys.

anEMBARRASSINGmoment

heya!!~
today sch ended at 1140 ehh.
LOL. cos gng for de BMTC trip.
it's at pulau tekong.
so had to take a ferry dere.
hmmm. de ferry was. filled with air refreshener.
made me kinda dizzy lo.
esp when de ferry started to sway oso.
made me a lil seasick. hees.
budden in de end was so tired dat..
i fell asleep while waiting for de ferry to start moving.
it took a hell long of time to start sailing lo.

was kinda surprised when i reached dere.
it turned out to be much nicer looking den i tot it would be.
hees. it's kinda like a resort lo. haha.
had many presentations dere.
tried some of the army packet food where they'll take it out on field camps.
den did i realise de heaven-ness of my mum's food.
LOL.

more imptly, most of the officers looked KAWAII-NEH~
LOL. esp when we went to visit one of the bunks.
haha. got one shuai ge introducing de bunk stuff to us.
he's good looking de lo, with his features v prominently nice.
haha. furthermore....
HIS COMPLEXTION IS DARN GOOD LA!!~
cant understand why lo.
haha. bei super funny oso la.
found some chance to ask him qns ma.
den while chatting..

shuai ge: "why u all keep laughing? like i v funny liddat"
bei: "no la. cos ur complexion v good ma."

OMG la. cant believe bei said it out lo.
mus have made de shuai ge v embarrassed.
haha. in fact.
almost all of us dere felt v gan ga la.
laughed like mad lo. haha.

anyway. it's a nice experience. hees.
guys. be sure to enjoy urself dere!!~ hees.

hao ba.
hafta get back to dat DARN IRRITATING OP.
look forward to sept hols!!
or try to enjoy it. hees.

aNOLSTALGICfeeling

dun really know why.
just felt kinda sad whole watching the slideshow run.
brought smiles to me as they smiled.
will dere be anymore of such photos in the future?
cant say for certain.
but i definitely hope so.
now den did i realise the importance of photos..

oneGREATexperience

Ohayo~~
it's 12.30 now in de morn.
and jos-san here's to blog.
hees.

today. i mean SAT.
was a really packed day. XD
didnt even get the time to nap for a few mins

morn went for KAYAKING.
it was REALLY fun.
hees.
jus kinda sad dat bei didnt go.
hmmm.
oh well. we still have next year XD
it was really tiring.
tot my arm was gng to break
LOL. budden wooo~
it felt nice to be "floating" on de sea.
haha.
my partner was des.
she's a real pro kayaker. LOL.
yea. taught me lotsa things. hees.
hontoni ARIGATO neh~

next up...
NATSU MATSURI!!~
first of all.
.dere's a whole lot of shuai jap guys can.
LOLOLOL.
and really. it was PACKED.
haha. kinda hot too. although it was like drizzling.
wore my yukata dere. hees.
it took me like 1 WHOLE HR to wear it larh.
LOL. it was de first time i took such a long time to jus wear clothes lo.
zhen shi de.
LOL. budden it turned out to be okay.
hees. i'm glad abt it. XDD
was really reluctant to step outta my hse wearing la.
felt so embarrassed with it. haha.
budden under de attack of des and my mom.
which i dun even understand how come they're so close.
LOL. i finally stepped out. -.-
realy tough decision neh.
LOL.

AND I GOT TO SEE AMY IN A YUKATA!!~
LOLOLOL.
looked kinda sweet in it. hees.
really glad dat i went for it. hees.
cos after thinking abt it.
it might be de last outing for this year with our seniors.
n oh btw.
denise was real pretty XD

watched nobuta up till ep 5 today.
had a mixed feeling while watching it.
confused.
cant seem to catagorise the feeling i had while watching it.
it's something new.
dun even know why i had dat feeling.
oh well.
shall not think abt it too much.
hees.

Oya-sumi~ Minna-san~
Genki-janeh~

aRAREgathering

Finally....
the long awaited long holi.
is coming to an end. =.=
feel kinda sad. LOL.
kinda guilty too. XD
cuz i did nothing thruout de whole holi.XP

oh well.
at least i packed my room.
hees. ya.
jus piling everthing in one corner of my table.
XDD
it's hidden behind a shelf. hees.
so it looks kinda neat from the door.
MUAHAHAHAHA.

started watching Gokusen again.
after stopping for like hmmm.
a few months. LOL.
jus realised dat it's so nice. haha.
got one episode made me cry like hell.
my eyes got so swollen after it la.
hais.. look like housefly lo. haha.
u all should trying watching it. hees.
can see hanazawa rui in a "ah beng" form.
WUAKAKAKAKA. kinda ugly de lo. so diff from HYD la.

met up with my pri sch frens on sat.
realised dat everyone CHANGED a lot.
expected dat le. budden didnt expect it to be DAT much.
oh well.
at least some got a lil more handsome. XD
time really FLIES when we started chatting.
bu zhi bu jue jiu chat le 3 hrs ++ lo.
xia dao wo sia. haha
really missed them. hees.
although not much recollection as to wad happened in de past le.

today was my dear GRANDMA's bdae.
de cake was SOOOOO KAWAII-NEH.
haha.
it was a cartoon picture of my grandma.
hees. so ke ai lo. gagagaga.
took lotsa photo. hees.
really enjoyed de time spent with my cousins. XD
they're all so fun. (although they're working already.
haha. they're kinda childish at times. hees.
my dad's kinda HIGH today oso.
haha. keep ca jiao-ing my mom. haha.
he's like de comedian of the whole family la. LOLOL.

hao ba.
hafta sou shi xin qing and get down to work le.
if not shall nv finish de tasks today.
hees.
Takkaire huh.

happyHAPPY x))

hiies. XD
today was such a GREAT day.
wuakakaka.
got to watch 2 movies and had a swensen treat eh!!
LOLOLOL.
so happy today sia. hees.

first movie was with de 402 gals.
wooo~
u all ROCK man. XDDD
miss all of ya soooooo muchhhh~~
so glad to meet up with u all. hees.
missed all de days we had back den.
oh well. hees.
we'll be meeting up soon.
on Teachers' day ba.
hees.

anyway. "Secret" by Jay Chou.
was such a GREAT movie la.
cant believe it's his first work lo.
hais.
starting to be scared of him le.
he seems to be too talented at times.
haha. anyway.
IT'S A MUST WATCH OKAYY?
hees. seriously. it's good. =D

later, it was de treat by our dear maths teacher.
Mr Gan. it was a nice experience. haha.
as usual, he talked about how important intergration is...
LOL. dat's expected thou. hees.
but he treated 16 of us to 4 GIANT earthquakes eh.
LOL.
it must have been expensive huh.
in de end we even gave him a whole handful of coins lo.
so ke lian. LOL.
budden he managed to change it into dollar notes with de counter.
haha. it was kinda funny. XDDD

oh ya. den jus outside swensen.
dere's this shop dat sells hmmm...
misc thing? LOL.
well, it's more related to "sex" stuff thou. haha
den dere's this board game i tink.
dat's hmmm. kinda dirty? LOL.
it looked fun thou. haha.
considering of buying it to play during EOY chalet. XD

me bei van n gor wanted to watch ALONE de lo.
in de end cant find de cinema dat has it.
RAHH~ kinda sad. LOL.
budden in de end we watched Rush Hour 3~~
Wuakakaka. gor treated everyone lo.
using a credit card.
feel kinda hmmm. bad. LOL.
in any case, de movie was HILARIOUS.
haha. cant stand Chris Walker.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!~~

den we took taxi home lo.
cuz de last train DEPARTED le. =.=
it was kinda scary walking alone.
budden de worst thing was.
when i stepped into de lift.
den something super SCARY happened!!
de doors closed..
and i saw a COACHROACH!!~~~
OMG la.
tried my best to maintain my distance with it lo.
lucky it didnt walk towards me
i'll go berserk i tell u.
it's soooooooo KONG BU.
i immediately jumped outta de lift after it reached 17 la.
xia si wo le.

Last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIYING and JIA HAUR!!
hope u all enjoyed it today. XD
Takkaire guys.
cya soon. =DD

longAWAITEDday

WOOOOOO~~
so happy ehh.
LOL.
tml's my long awaited day. XD
i get to skip sch.
*with a parent letter, of cuz* XP
den......
i get to go collect my LAPTOP!!~
wuakakakaka..
so high now sia.
hees.

oh ya.
to the 7 ppl watching "secret" on wed.
choo,jac,jaymie,yl,sb,yj n ME
i have ordered the tix le. XD
it's surprisingly at $8 bucks only.
hees.
jus nice for everyone who's gng so broke nowadays. XD
so rmb to pay me back de $$ hor. ><
if not will get nagged by my mum lo.
believe me. it's scary der lo.
haha.
Venue: Plaza Singapura
Time: 2.10pm
so be dere on time. XD

hope dat i'll be able to make it for the swensen treat.
LOLOL. XD

RAHH~ back to de present...
hafta do EoM now.
so sian sia.
nthing on my mind now.
hais.
still got WR to do.
Gambateh-neh!!
i shall finish both tonight.
I HOPE THOU. ><

Back to words now.
Takkaire. XD
hope to cya guys REAL SOON. =D

YEA!! long holi~

Kyaaaaa!!!~
so excited abt de coming week sia
wuahahaha...
gng to have a 5 and a half day long holi.
WUKAKAKA.
it's actually supposed to be 4 and a half
budden i've decided to self declare one day off.
LOLOLOL.
and that TUES!!!
YES!! day super duper long and tiring day.
-_____-|||

the only thing dat's spoiling my mood is....
PW!!
RAHH.
it sucks larh. so sian.
LOL.
WR is so darn ma fan lo.
zhen shi de.
jus hope to get it over and done with. XD

next on.
YUKATAS!!!
OMG OMG. i'm DEFINITELY gonna buy one.
XDD all thanks to MAGIC seniors XD
ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU. =DD
so excited abt having one lo.
as long as it doesnt exceeds 50 bucks.
i be sure go get one.
WUAKAKAKA.
den next year racial harmony day can wear
hees.
aspired by Ms Cai. who wore a hmmm.
Kimono? on dat day.
to be truthful, she's really a beauty.
XDD

finally.
Thanks to Mr Gan for de coming Swensen treat.
XDD
i hope u've saved up enough $$ for it. XDD
we're not gonna be ke qi with ya.
LOLOLOL. XDD

a finally finally.
looking forward to watching de jay movie with 402 gals.
XDD
missed jac jac n jaymie so MUCH. XDD
glad dat we're gng to meet up soon.
XDD
Mh, why dun u bring ur sweetheart too.XDD
interested to know how he looks like.
=DDDD

hao ba.
cya all soon. XD
TAKKAIRE~

Re si le!!

oh man.
today sure wasnt my day.
LOL.
i shall not be taking 87 to sch for a period of time le.
cant afford to be chiong-ing to sch everyday like this.
haha. it's too tiring for me.
hees.

today was a super hot day lah.
sian.
brought my jacket for nthin.
so wu liao. haha.
today was late cos of a mac meal
hees. my breakfast.
wakakakaka.
was running to sch with my jacket on la
can imagine how HOT it is?
wo de tian arh~
LOL. somemore my left leg started cramping.
right after we started singing national anthem
HAHAHAHA. so xin ku lo.

today dat wei siong was sooo darn fan si ren.
keep harping on me and raymond.
must be dat he's too lonely without zy with him
zhen shi shou bu liao.
den dat yu han oso. can stand him sia.
-_____________-
LOL. today bei was oso kinda ke lian.
hees.
well. nthin to worry la.
no one knows abt it yet. XDD
YET. i mean.
hahahaha.
dat vanessa sure gng to harass me la.
LOLOLOLOL.

sian diao. tml so many hw to hand in
hais.
almost everything is Ms Cai's homework lo
RAHHHH~
i wonder where she get the time to go thru everything.
tml oso got PE ehhh!!!
so darn sian larh.
looking forward to see how many ppl's gonna be absent for tml.
hees.
our class's attendance seems to have a lil problem
WAKAKAKAKAKA. XDDDD

hao ba. hafta go CHIONG my EoM liao.
still got WR to do lo.
HOPE dat i can finish them all by today X_X
i doubt so.
hees.
hao ba.
Gambateh neh! Minasan. XDD
"Chiong Chiong Chiong ARH!!!" LOL

sWenSens~

heya. XD
so happy today. hees.
got to skip Physics.
dat's like saving me larh.
everytime go Physics so tong ku lo.
cuz didnt do his tut. den feel kinda guilty.
hees. so scared dat he'll call me to do one qn lo.
haha. everytime de easy qns all got snatched by de others de lo.
so unfair de. LOLOL. XDD

today's CLL lecture was hmmm.
as boring as yst. haha.
budden i enjoyed de secret gathering at de back door dere.
hees. talked lotsa CRAP and blowing off ants.
LOLOLOL. kinda lame. but FUN!! =DD

de maths test today was. hmmm.
TOUGH.
LOL. i got stuck at de v first qn la.
so depressing de. haha
den arh, Gor's really clever la.
zhen shi shou bu liao man.
he like finished de paper in 20 mins la.
so tao ren yan.
haha.
budden hope dat he can score full marks.
den pull up de class average marks.
hees.
cuz Mr Gan's gonna treat us to SWENSENS ehh!!
provided dat our class got an average of 18 for this test.
kinda hard lo. hais.

today magic had an outing XD.
a dinner outing.
we went to a Jap restaurant near Tampines stadium
de food dere's quite nice. XD
jus dun eat de curry ramen dere.
de curry tastes weird. Sweet and not spicy at all.
maybe i dunno how to appreciate Jap curry. XD
budden i still prefer S'pore curry. hees.
de food dere's kinda affordable la. haha.
so try going dere to have ur meal. XD
it's quite hua suan. haha.

Lastly..
ALL THE BEST to all the SENIORS. =D
hope u all can do well for ur A lvl. XD
i'm sure u all can. hees.
Will miss all of ya V much wor. XD

Takkaire and Jia You. XDD

Fire dRilL

really.
i laughed like mad today.
LOL.
wei siong can be a lil.
ahem. LOL. bad in teasing ppl.
WAKAKAKAKAKA.
today bei so ke lian hor....
haha.

she keep wanna go toilet jus right after chem lec started.
LOL.
den sui zhi dao..
chem until halfway got fire drill.
LOLOLOLOL.
so she ren lo.
haha. ren all de way to da track dere.
den ws started SHHHHH lai SHHHHH qu
HAHAHA. so funny la. see bei dere.
kuai yao ren bu zhu le de yang zi.
hahahahaha.
den ms cai came over.
ask us to SHHHHHHHH oso.
XDDDDDDDD
almost laugh until i drop dead.
haha. it was so gao xiao la.
hees.

dat's all for today. XDD
a lil side story from our sch life.
MUAHAHAHAHA.
hope it brought some sort of entertainment to u.
XDDD
jia you for de promos ba.
although it still seem quite far for me. XD
Takkaire guys. XD

Farewell~

heya.
jus recovered from. hmmm.
wad i tot COULD be dengue.
haha.
no worries =D
it's not. and i'm alive and kicking right now. XD

jus tot dat i should be posting smth new for now.
hees.
okies.
anyway, today's de qin gong yan as well as farewell party for TJCO's seniors.
although....
i didnt really mix with them well...
it's still kinda sad to have them leave.
firstly, they're really GREAT.
secondly, TJCO's gonna be REAL small after they leave.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
really a pathetic no. of ppl left la. haha

another HIGHLIGHT of the day:
our dear treasurer, VANESSA ENG.
went for the BLOOD DONATION today!!
LOL. She's really brave la. haha.
i wanted to donate oso de....
budden ping xue ma.
so no choice. MUAHAHAHAHA.
actually our class got a lot ppl go der.
got Gor(Yu Han), Wen Pei, Danni n Van de.
in de end all except for Van got eliminated.
hahaha. kinda funny thou. hees.
Bei was even more kua zhang.
when we saw Van having de needle poked arh.
Bei literally CIRED la!!!~~
OMG. LOL.
she's real scared of needles. haha.

Oh ya. today we also went to watch WORLD PREMIERE(xian mu ba.XD)
INVISIBLE CITY. by local director. a young one. Ms Tan Pin Pin.
hmmmm. wad can i say?
it's a REAL chim documentary. HAHAHAHA
budden it's nice. really. hees.
interested? go down to Arts dunno where this coming Sun. XD

Last by not least.....
CONGRATS TO:
Desireen
Khia Peng
Jia Haur
for officially becoming part of Gamma HC!!~
*Applause*
LOL. Jia you wor.XDDD

ok den. time to have my weekly dosage of Anime.
MUAHAHAHA. Cya guys soon.
Takkaire. XD

Take my test!!

Heya!!
long time didnt blog le wor. hees
kinda LAZY.
MUAHAHA

oh well. JCTs over.
n i got back chem n maths le
de results arent the BEST.
budden well.
it's within my expectations.
so it's ok.
hees.

MOST IMPTLY,
take de true friend test.
and c how well u know me!!
hees.
it's gonna be a kinda tough one thou.
hees.
sooo.
i've decided dat those who can get 50 n above..
will get a FREE DRINK from me!!
hees.
so jia you wor. XDD

of cos. dun get too depressed my de test result.
haha.
it's not really accurate abt how well u know me.
since all de qns are either v recent ones or v old ones.
so well. just jia you ba. hees.
try to recall anything i told ya. XDD

My days are numbered

heya.
ppl must be thinking dat i'm siao
JCT coming still got mood to blog
hees.
well, i dun deny dat i'm a lil cranky
budden, to be truthful
i'm in totally no mood to study

hence, with only 6 days left to JCT
i have not started on any revision
at night, i'm scared for my JCT
and get too scared to sleep
so i'll tell myself
"ok. tml i must study liao. so go n sleep"
in de end.
tml arrives.....
and i slacked it off again.
WUAKAKAKA.

budden now.
i'm starting to be serious le.
haha.
although it seems kinda late.
well, late better den never right?
hees. HOPE i can finish studying ba.
*PRAYS HARD
LOL.

hao ba.
rattlings shall stop for now.
wait till after JCT ba.
XDD
cya guys. Takkaire. =)

LEP camp

hiies. you xiang wo ma? LOL
i jus came back from LEP camp
It's at NTU.
it was kinda fun. hees.
sharing rooms and stuff.
de food dere was kinda nice. haha.
we had like 4 meals a day la.
one after every lecture.
hees.
i'm sure dat i've gotten fatter liao ler lo.
sian.

it was really fun dere lo.
LOL. sneaking to each other rooms at night.
trying not to get caught by peng lao shi.
haha.
n BRIDGE was like our main entertainment dere lo.
haha.
me, bei, des, van, yvette, angelina, angeline n khia peng oso had a nice girls talk
hees.
although me n van slept early.
XDD

LOL. de most impt thing is our performance!!
LOLOLOL.
cuz one grp from JJC did de same story as us,
with like, some even de same actions la.
so arh. we really like. ping le.
haha. jia haur was like, really xi sheng xing xiang lo.
haha. super darn funny de la. XDD
esp de part when zhelun started singing his lines.
i laughed like mad la.
haha. yvette looked totally stunned lo.
hees.
hope dat we'll have more chances like this. XDD
really thankful to everyone, making this camp such an interesting one. XDD

nice drawing hor? LOL

of cuz it's nice.

CUZ IT'S DONE BY ME!!

muahahaha.

didnt know dat i am so artistic.

hees.

Takkaire guys. XD
study hard for de JCT!!
Jia You!!~

Dao mei.

hiies.
everybody. haha.
jus came back from CO camp.
half-dead.
and i still hafta go sch tml.
=.= for PW and LEP
sian hor.
really sian of de sch man. LOL

first of all.
de DANCE concert was really nice!
haha. i loved de first one. hees.
it's kinda creepy budden it's jus nice.
haha.
Bei's dance was also nice. haha.
although de moves looked a lil weird,
it's kinda interesting. haha.

den arh. aft de dance no one pei me home lo
so sad. LOL.
dat Jon la. halfway ps me.
make me wait le den say he gng home with others.
RAHH~
in de end i reached Pasir Ris at 12.15am lo
last bus dou zou le.
sad la. hafta walk down a quiet dark road by myself.
and waited for a taxi for at least 20min.
-.- hai hao i managed to get back home lo
haha.

CO camp was..
hmmm, kinda fun. haha.
although de 2nd day almost killed me.
haha.
we played wet games during de first day.
oh ya. Ice breakers too.
hees. de Ice breakers super fun de lo.
will make u super stressed out when playing it.
haha.
cuz u'll NEVER wan to try out de forfeits.
LOLOLOLOL.

we played Urban Hike de next day.
it's so tiring la.
my legs still suffering from muscle ache now lo
so sad. haha.
we were supposed to get back to TJ from Newton
n along de ways dere'll be clues to qns in a worksheet.
de qns super hard de lo.
some super lame oso. haha.
we walked from Newton to Bugis.
den we took bus to Parkway Parade.
den we walked to East Coast Park
and got darn wet dere.
LOL. den we walked all de way back to TJ.
tiring hor? LOL
i cant believe i actually survived it la.
hees.

Oh ya!!
still got de nightwalk on de 1st nite lo.
haha. super scary de lo.
budden i hafta act i not scared lo
haha. cuz i'm de same grp as Vanessa
LOL. she's super scared de la.
although she managed to not scream throughout de whole walk.
haha.
budden ok la.
it's not really DAT scary. haha.

Now looking forward to LEP camp
hees.
tink it'll not be as tiring as CO camp ba.
haha. at least we get to sleep on a proper bed.
haha.

ok den. CYA soon. XDD
Takkaire. =D