iamsoSPEECHLESS

this is my 100th post.
and i'm so SAD to WASTE IT JUS LIKE THAT.
but right now.
ANGER's really BURNING within me.
你不仁就别怪我不义。
i seriously cannot understand how some people think.

TO ZHELUN:
yea yea. okok.
i dun really care if u REALLY mind dat MUCH abt us lying in PW.
tell teachers if u want.
but firstly.
i'm already sure that ms cai knew it all along that we're lying.
so what u're doing is REDUNDANT.
i'm not sure what caused u to be SO adamant about exposing our lie.
maybe it's the church that u jus went?
den u felt guilty all of a sudden?
I DUN CARE.
i only know that.
if ms cai decided to report us.
I CONFIRM THAT U WILL NOT HAVE AN EASY TIME IN SCHOOL ANYMORE.
this is a delcaration.
撕破脸了我也不管。
so what about ur so called righteousness.
i only know that what u did will cause all of our hard work to do down the drain.
AND I WILL NEVER FORGIVE U FOR THAT.
it's not that GRADE that i care about.
but all the late nights i have stayed up to do it.
all the hard work i've put in.
i can tell u RIGHT NOW.
if u still think that u did the most for the project.
i can be very de 不要脸 and tell u dat U ARE NOT.
BUT I AM ok?
at the very least.
DESIREEN KHIA PENG AND MAYBE EVEN YU CHENG DID MORE THAN WHAT U DID.
i'm seriously fuming now.
what u jus did.
jus made me feel that christians doesnt use their brain.
WHAT U DID.
IS VERY VERY SELFISH.
i do not mean the say that all christians are like that.
jus that SOME ARE.
and U ARE LIKE THAT.
defame? yea. maybe dat's wad i jus did.
but cant u jus THINK?
if u doesnt feel good abt lying.
i can understand.
cos not many will feel good abt it.
cant u jus feel remorseful and repent AFTER eveything ends?
everything's gonna end in jus 2 weeks time.
and u have to RUIN it NOW.
not earlier when we still have time to change.
but NOW. when everything cannnot be changed anymore.
when WR was already handed in.
do u think that confessing will change anything?
WHAT THE HELL ARE U ACTUALLY THINKING.
u this SELFISH BEING.

yea yea.
i maybe sued for this post.
but if i dun let it out.
我就对不起自己。
i will go crazy keeping it within my heart.
so.
jus be prepared.
even if everything turns out fine.
dont expect me to forgive u.