iamWEIRD

this is so irritating.
i'm getting so irritated.
by school. -.-
why cant they just let us off?
RAHH~
i just wanna concentrate on PW.
although i HATE it.
but it's at least better den having lessons.

shuo dao lessons.
reminds me of yesterday's chem lec.
die le.
sure going to get scolded by mr tan liaos.
cos practically the whole class skipped the lec.
den suay suay they took attendance.
only ONE in the whole class went la.
sian. it would not have been dat bad if none went.
LOLOLOLOL.

i was kinda weird today.
high le den got kinda depressed.
den high again.
den depress again.
weird hur. LOL. i cant help me.
i aint myself these few days.

beside me.
there's this thing called AMINO ACID TUT.
wad the hell is dat?
i'm not too sure myself.
but i know i have to finish it.
if not tml's scolding sure worst.
hais.. zhen shi de.

one good news.
that is.
DES gonna stay in TJ!!
omg. so happy la. haha.
she was swayed by her CLL results. haha.
CLL wan sui!! haha.
budden it's only a temp stay.
only until when she's being accepted by NACEL(?) LOL
i'm fine with dat.
cos at least she's pursuing her dream.
hees.
jus plain happy cos she's still dere to fa hua chi with me.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

i'm lots better now.
just that i'm still unable to face myself.
unable to honestly ans qns like "are u feeling better?"
i'm not used to having so many people concerning abt me.
i'm only used to concern about ppl.
my life had been too smooth sailing.
so smooth to the point that..
i knew i wont be able to handle any obstacles in the future.
like now.
i'm such a failure..