i'mFORreal

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i'm so pissed of right now.
i just typed a whole load of mushy stuff.
to encourage des and kp.
in the end, dunno wad i pressed.
deleted the whole thing.
and i cant get it back.
-.-

so anyway.
i'm going to keep it short.
just the main point.
that is...
DUN EVER GIVE UP ON YOURSELF
cos it's not in anyway beneficial to you.
or to others who have been trying hard to stand by your side.
it is only a cowardly way of avoiding problems

in any case.
if u all are really bent on withdrawing,
i'll definitely stand by u.
cos i'm sure that we are all be able to decide what's best for us.
and we have no position to decide for others.
we can only believe and support them.
we eventually have to decide on how we are going to live our own life.

it's not a shame to rely on others when u need it.
and it's unfair to think that no one can help u.
everyone will be able to help in their own way.
cheer you up with super lame jokes.
lend you a shoulder to cry on.
lend you their ears to hear your rantings.
lend you their stomach to go on an eating spree with u.
just look around,
and we'll always able to find people who are reaching their hands out for u.

although i may be living in a different world with u all.
but at least i'm sure that i'm always willing to help u out.
when you are tired.
when you are stressed.
when you are sad.

so yea ok?
i'm always available.
no boyfriend. [that's kinda sad thou.]
so available 24/7
dun worry about waking me up in a middle of the sleep.
that is IF i am able to wake up for that call.
LOL. no worries. XD

so yea.
feeling lost is part and parcel of life.
just find people who will stand by u and get you back on track.
everything's gonna be fine. =D
i maybe a lil to mushy.
but that's alright. XD
so ya.
Takkaire neh~