I wonder what's wrong with me this semester.
Have I really changed that much in that one year stay in Japan?
I seem to have a serious problem in being unable to trust myself that I am producing something which is of SOME QUALITY.
Okay. Confidence issues I guess.
What a bad time to have this problem when I'm trying to readjust back to NUS.
Want to just hand in whatever I've done,
but can't seem to be able to forgive myself for doing that.
(or maybe I'm just afraid of the consequences)
Still, I'm sick and tired of feeling this way.
Is this what people refer to as being stressed out?
If it is so, then I can safely say that I finally understand what being stressed feels like.
It's just really, the bad type of stress in my opinion.
Guess things will eventually return back to normal.
I'm missing the dear old optimistic me.
Hope to be able to see you again.
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