AKKARIN.

ok. like seriously.
i'm going to remember de ending for the Black Magician Trilogy for the rest of my life.
it's been such a long time since i was so bothered by the ending.
i cant say that it isnt a good ending or wadever.
it's jus that it sparked off a strong feeling within me.
T.T
cant bear to remember the ending.
it's so tong ku.

There's actually a prequel to the Black Magician Trilogy.
Titled The Magician Apprentice or something liddat.
talks about hundred of years before the war started.
it has been released recently in UK i think.
not sure whether Singapore has stocked on it.
and oh yea.
there's also plans for a sequel to the Trilogy.
it's going to be another trilogy.
titled The Traitor's Spy i think.
not sure whether i'll be reading it.
cant even say whether i'm looking forward to it.
it'll only remind me of the ending in The High Lord.

ARGH.
i'm getting too bothered by it.
jus cannot stand those kind of ending.
makes me feel v pek chek.
especially when i've grown to be so attached to the book.
the author really dropped a bomb on me at the end.
read the reason for the ending at her web (which obviously most also feel that strongly for the ending)
it jus....
made me even more pek chek. LOL.
cant really blame her for that larr.
she did have a valid point for writing that kind of ending.
it's jus a v regretful ending for me.

ok. i think i have just given off some hints.
and it's quite a blatant hint actually. LOL.
jus keep getting reminded by that name.
had to read a small part of Dark celebration and laugh my head off to keep me from harping on that ending. LOL.
then, i had a good night sleep :D

well, out of boredom jus now,
went to read up on some KAT-TUN news. LOL.
des said something abt some rumors yst night so i went to check it out.
LOL. not sure whether it was the same particular rumor she was referring to.
but yea. read it up on some community journal abt KAT-TUN.
and i have concluded.
most are too ridiculous to even comtemplate whether or not to believe in them.
LOL. the most 不可能的 actually came from Singapore "My Paper".
a newspaper article was cut and posted on the forum
and generally, i think it's talking about akanishi jin on drugs and other vices that i cant be bothered to remember.
the most 好笑 thing is that it's actually a gang of Akanishi Jin's friends which included Yamapi inside and dunno who (mostly celebrities).
so ya.
i've decided. LOL.
until it was really reported on the news, all other rumors shall just be rumors.
HAHAHA.

all of a sudden,
i have a urge to start collecting another manga. ><
that's not a v good desire to have isnt it? LOL.
so many ongoing one filling my bookcase and i still wanna buy more. LOL.
maybe shall collect some completed ones. XD
but all those that i have interest in doesnt seem to be ending soon.
well, let's see whether i'll give in to the urge to buy any the next time i step into a comic's shop. HAHA.

there's really something wrong with me.
getting so agitated over something as trival as an ending to a book.
Forget it Joselyn. FORGET IT.
and get on to another book. HAHA.
(seems that the Shaman King incident does have an effect on me)
LOL. got traumatised by it.
so i'm adamant not to start on Soul Eater. HAHAHA.
Once bitten twice shy. it applied now. XD

ok. going to start on my work ler.
one that i have no idea how to start at all. ><